Dreams lyrics - Cam Meekins
[Matty Dawg Intro:]
[Cam:] Yo Whaddup?
[Matty:] Ayo fuckstick you're late for the fucking studio, the songs suck. You need to step your whole fucking game up dude
[Cam:] Yo, I'll be there in like 5 minutes man shit
[Matty:] Yeah, whatever dawg
I told these motherfuckers they should wait up
They steady keeping hate up
A skinny motherfucker, I'm tryna get my weight up
Balling like I'm Tony, Hawk up in this half pipe
I'm blowing up like nukes but, fuck having a half life
I'm living to the fullest, I'm sick of all the bullshit
And, my YouTube hits will make you die, full clip
I'm living in the ocean with palm tree's and shit
Collecting F Words from all the fucks I should give
I'm a fuck up I know
That's why my teachers told me I should stop doing my thing
They can blow me
I ain't lonely, I'm just chilling trying buy my mom a purse
Trying have a little fun before they throw me in a hearse, shit hearse
I'm serious, it gets kinda delirious but, now I'm on fire
Just like Dennis Leary is
The first 48 tracks I make better make plaques
Or I'm coming back to start over all this sick rap
[Hook:]
I'm pushing 60 on the gas, hand on the ass
And I'm living right now, just in case if it don't last
Filling up my glass, Trying to live with class but
These girls in my world trying to put me on blast
But, I keep rolling (This is what dreams are made of) [x4]
I told, I told, I told, I told these motherfuckers that I ain't coming back
With nothing less than a smash record and 20 mil in cash
Matter fact make sure that all these people getting stacks
Treat my joints like my check books they all be getting cash
I'm a smash, looking like I did this for no reason
If you knew just how I work, then you would see just how I'm teasing
With these mix tape tracks going on and on and on
What other kid at 17 would be signing deals, right out of his home
Besides Bieber I got fever cause I'm hot up in this bitch
Justin getting money dawg so I'm trying to get rich
Driving 60 in the switch with my hand up on my bitch
I'm just cruising making sure that I don't land up in no ditch
That's a metaphor whore for my life Al Gore
It's an inconvenient truth to be bored, I'm sure
So I try to keep it real with all the people that I got
Cause when I ball off I'm landing on the top
[Hook]
I'm pushing 60 on the gas, hand on the ass
Living right now, just in case if it don't last
Trying to live good like some new Chucks
They asking if I'm down, tell em' look up
I'm pushing 60 on the gas, hand on the ass
Living right now, just in case if it don't last
Trying to live good like some new Chucks
They asking if I'm down, tell em' look up
At the sky line, the sky line
The sky line, the sky line
[Hook]
Wiz Khalifa lyrics - Cam Meekins
I got a big face fatty right by my head
I go to sleep every night and I wake up dead
Looking for the fresh squeeze by my bed
I find what I did wrong then I do it again
Money in the cash box for the laundry
Got one t-shirt and that's always on me
I think it's too dark cuz I can't see ya
I dip hummus for the carrots and the tangerines
And
[Bridge:]
Everybody knows what you were before
And I can't find my keys so don't lock the door
Everybody knows, everybody knows I'm
[Hook:]
Smoking on that Wiz Khalifa
Drinking on that something cheaper
Feeling like I can't see
But I give a fuck what you said to me
Cuz I'm looking for some love tonight
When the times right, when the times right
Come say what up if you see me around
Cuz it's going down, it's going down tonight [x3]
Who's really winning cuz I think I lost
My cell phone in the crack in the seat of my car
Mr. Big Shot with the big time bars
I'm trying to bring it back to Dancing With The Stars
If everybody got a plan don't they contradict
I like you big eyes, that's a compliment
And by the time I hit the parking spot again
I was two or three a shots at the confidence
Saying
[Bridge]
[Hook]
Hater lyrics - Cam Meekins
[Hook:]
The same shit on the on the radio (yeah, yeah)
The same news and I hate it, yo (yeah, yeah)
Don't give a fuck if I made it, yo
I'm just a hater, yo
Middle fingers up saying (yeah, yeah)
You won a Grammy, man, way to go (yeah, yeah)
Your music sucks, it's how much you sold (yeah, yeah)
Don't give a fuck if I made it, yo
I'm just a hater, yo
Middle fingers up saying (yeah, yeah)
I'm riding in my car
I've been working late
I hit my girl up
Gon' pick her up at 8
Turn on the radio
They playing Party Rock
I smoke another joint
Somebody call the cops
Cuz these days I'm hearing all the same shit
Everybody dance, jump, getting up, lame shit
Talking about how much cake they made in a week
They talking 'bout how much hate they get when they speak
Well, guess I'm a playa hata
If that's a hit record then see ya lata
My girl get in the car, you know I'm flexing
I drive to the intersection
She told me that she, she, she love that new Ke$ha single
That shit sound like my cell phone jingle
So I just lay my seat back
Praying please let me get this mixtape out before my ears bleed
And you see me saying
[Hook]
So I get out the car
I hit the party up
Me and my girl here
She tryna get drunk
We walk inside the house
What fucking song is on
The beat go up and down
Something like Enron
The clichés I'm hearing in my ear
Make me wonder why the fuck I was even coming here
And I don't want to sound like that guy that listens to weird music and shops at REI
And who thinks he's cooler than everybody in the room
Playing new music from Muse, like a tool, it ain't cool
So I'm like, oh geez
Please let me get this mixtape out before my ears bleed
And you see me saying
[Hook]
I'm just a hater, yo
Middles fingers up saying
[Hook]
Falling lyrics - Cam Meekins
They say that they want the dude to play it cool
But, I told them that ain't me
But, I'm gonna beat the odds and I'll be on top
And be there like look at me
Yo girl I'm real no fake, no auto tune
No flex no game changing, lane changing
Rolling down 95 with no window pane changing
No tips for me
Everybody see my face and lamp city gon win that race
I gotta find a space to be me no strings attached
It's just me when I lay these raps and my story's true
Growing up just like you I'm 18 with amazing dreams
But, my mind is spinning and I'm going crazy
And my head feels like, feels like, feels like
[Hook:]
I feel like I'm falling
To my knees, woah
I thought I had you calling
Cause you were running away from me
Like everybody else
Falling
To our knees, woah
I thought I had you calling
Cause you were running away from me
Like everybody else
So I started off like everybody else
I'm just trying to get my grind on
Now I look back I wasn't being me
Man, I was trying to get my shine on
Seen everybody in the rap game and I wanted to be like them
Running away from myself, I need some help
So no managers just friends
No second guessing I'm here for a reason dawg
I ain't dead yet cause I'm breathing dawg
If you think I'm running away
Well I guess I should start leaving dawg
Sike, I'm like cream of the crop
Tippity top, top of the pop
Never gonna stop but, in my mind
Feels like, feels like, feels like
[Hook]
Running away [x4]
[Hook]
Slow Down lyrics - Cam Meekins
[Hook:]
They tell me to slow down but
Homie I'm just living my life and
Gonna do what I think right
Cause they're stressing me out
They telling me they know what's best
But, will I care when when there's no one left
[x2]
I think not
Let me start it off I was just a kid and a mess up
From first grade on I was fucking all my tests up
When I got to second grade shit was all messed up
Of course they got divorced but, still god blessed us
And still I managed to take apart the damage and
Put it all together like the cheese on a sandwich
Middle school was tough man, I thought I'd never end
Now the kids that picked on me are like my best friends
So its weird how your life changed but, its alright man
Started smoking weed so I thought about my life man
And what it all comes down to in the end
Is the little things you do and the stupid shit with friends
I'm plotting my revenge on these stupid ass teachers
Cause I Ball in the game and they sitting on the bleachers
Can you hear me now hollering my raps to your students?
Wasn't my choice man I really had to do this
[Hook]
Every single weekend was the same we would ride around and cruise
My first car fucked up from breaking all the rules
We would speed around at night because we had nothing to lose
Now I walked around a lot and felt some more shoes
Spray painted don't stop were leaving it on all the stop signs
Got my first F and my moms wouldn't stop crying
Wonder if I took it back and do it any different
Fuck that, cause I'm still here living
I'm still no different, I'm trying to have some fun
While you working 9-5 cause you trying to have some funds
Ummm, why you living all the same shit?
Look at me it's easy to change quick
I was harassed by the asshole jerk offs
But, you're telling your friend you can't take a day from work off?
I'm kinda liking where this mic is going
Took for me to almost die to figure out where my life was going
[Hook]
And what it all comes down into the end...
[x4]
If you thinking about it then dawg you ain't living it
Somethings messed up you gotta do something different
Stressed out over an A or a B
Kids killing themselves I'm enraged but in what I see
You gonna sit there and see your dreams shatter?
You gonna hit the plate and be a home run batter
That's cliche well I'm just trying to live it up
Oh yeah one more thing, I don't give a fuck!
[Hook]
Oh Word?! lyrics - Cam Meekins (feat. Jitta On The Track)
Started off with nothing there ain't
Nobody who wanna touch him
I ain't about the class discussion
Tenth grade I said fuck it
Started making all these beats and raps
But, it wasn't bout' nothing
Smoking papers to the face a lot and drive around in public
What all these haters talk about
And then they want to party now
And I gave your girl mouth to mouth and
You want me to check your sound, cloud
I think its funny we ain't got nothing in common bro
I don't go to college
But, I party like I did
[Hook:]
Oh Word?!
You got all your life planned out?
Oh Word?!
You just smoked all of that ounce
Oh Word?!
Say I love the life that I live
Oh Word?!
Cause I ain't worried about shit
To the spot now (Oh Word?!)
Smoking with the top down (Oh Word?!)
Tryna talk shit I ain't really concerned
Imma do me say you mad (Oh Word?!)
How many mother fuckers got a dream since 15
Then they turn their dream to reality
How many people don't quit when they don't
Ain't shit come free and they gotta work for a salary
See I knew I was born just to brew up a storm
But still I gotta work so casually
Just plot my attack got hot with some raps
Step back cause you motherfucking casualties
Killing the game but, flow in my vein
Might go insane and blow out my brain
I am the next Cobain you are lame
I keep it real and stay in my lane
I'm on the train with the rest of society
I hear your raps and I know that you lie to me
I know you are not shit cause I met you
Just keep it real and then I'll respect you
Every penny I made from this thing
Goes right back into it that's the way of the game
Gotta stay sane ain't came with the fame
Gotta sell weed is a god damn shame
Record labels gonna make millions fuck that
I'm gonna blow up the building fuck rap
I'm not gonna follow the cosign route
Get a Two Chainz feature and go pass south
This life is art death is hard
Good times bad times where do I start?
Knowing damn well you won't shit on me and
Your girl her and she sit on me
I've gone through leaps and bounds just speak to crowds
And I'm still gon hold it down for the 617
I drove around thinking damn imma make em' proud
[Hook]
[Jitta on the Track:]
Started with a half an ounce and
Ended with a swisher sweet and
I been, knocking on your fucking door
Just like its trick or treating
And I just really just fucking need a party in my neighborhood
I don't even care If it ain't popping bet I make it good
She said my name was Jeter I swore I told her Jitta
She yanking on my ten I swear that we some heavy hitters
And I'm knocking out the poppy cause I fucking hate the picture
That you rappers claim you paint I'm pouring jin up on my liquor
Oh word no verse no word
Man I'm so high but, I know why that pussy down to four lives
That does not mean that's four life
You should just evaluate all my bitches got celery
So if I ever go broke I'll just hit up Amber and Melanie
And all my bitches bad I swear they need some felonies
Got an appetizer bitch on the side I call her celery
I'm just trying to make my city proud so they remember me
And that don't make no sense
Like a white girl drinking Hennessy
[Hook]
Where It All Comes From lyrics - Cam Meekins
[Hook:]
I don't know where it all comes from
You got me stuck yeah you got me stuck
You got a lot of attitude that I love
You got a lot for me just give me some
[x2]
Watch the sun come up I'm on my window sill
Thinking damn life's great like a hundred dollar bill
That you finding on the street
I walked into the street with the shoes laced tight and
My ear I hear this beat and
I'm thinking about the shit that I got into last night
Gotta put it all back together got to make things right
Cause girl I love you there ain't really nothing else above you
Come through and we can make it high just like the sun dew
I couldn't believe that she wasn't feeling me before
Now that I've been on tour she been ready to start a war
Ever second that I'm spending with her I'm hoping will never end
She introduced me to her friends and they all a perfect, 10
So with the homies man we have a good time
It's the summer and you know that I had to put it in a rhyme yeah
I'm with the homies and we having a good time man its the summer
Everything is fine
[Hook]
My second verse is like our love it gets better with time
I'm wondering if you will be mine, umm
I'll make it simply we can go and see a movie
If you into rolling doobies then you should roll with yours, truly
Cause last summer we were just a fling
Now I'm wondering if we can be the real thing yeah
Nobody else is going to make that shit happen
Remember when I put that number on that napkin yeah
Know its real you really know its real
So come and chill girl tell me what's the deal
I got a lot of people that depend on me
So come and kick it in my bed room and just bend on me
[Hook]
Top Of The World lyrics - Cam Meekins
[Hook:]
At the top of the world where it’s all just fine
Even if time slows down its all alright
At the top of the world I can see you there
Even if time slows down I don’t have a care
At the top of the world where it’s all just fine
Even if time slows down its all alright
At the top of the world I can see you there
Even if time slows down I don’t have a care
On a front page
We be living it large we on a big stage, changed in a big way
Me and you played, played like a guitar
My heart aches when I think about the old days
And the slow dance
Back in 10th grade, I had no chance
I was livin’ it large with no romance
Never looking at stars and just chill man, I never had no plans
But as things changed, me and you grew older in a diff way
Started seeing the world with a new face
But I still show love ‘cause I got to
You made me that stupid way
I remember we would blaze by the bleachers
Never went to school ‘cause we hated all the teachers
Got big dreams, you my girl now
It’s all good ‘cause we on top of the world now
[Hook]
It’s all good now
Top down in the whip, my hands out thinking “Damn Cam look now”
And my mom proud
‘Cause I’m up on stage singing my songs now, we gon’ sell them all out
But you backstage, and I’m bringing it back in to them past days
Back when we first met what would your dad say
Now were falling in love lets just runaway
It’s so tough when we livin’ it up
But then we broke up ‘cause I wasn’t giving a fuck
But when you come back seeing I was a changed man
We gon’ shut it all down, yeah dog game plan
So tell me what does it take to keep it real
Theres a war going in my heart girl still
And I’m speaking the truth better believe it
We on top of the world I don’t know if you can see it
[Hook]
We grow up, grow apart
I don’t know, who you are
You don’t know, where I been
We don’t care ‘cause we going
We grow up, grow apart
I don’t know, who you are
You don’t know, where I been
We don’t care ‘cause we going
When it’s all done
I’ma get my phone and get my call on
‘Cause I don’t care about this shit in the long run
Big moments fade away when I think about the small ones
When it’s all done
I’ma get my phone and get my call on
‘Cause I don’t care about this shit in the long run
Big moments fade away when I think about the small ones
[Hook]
Run Around lyrics - Cam Meekins
What's good? How you living tonight?
My names Cam and I really think I'll change your life
I rap about good times, give bad advice and
I smoke mad trees to the head by the slice
Gotta go gotta go gotta go, see my dreams coming with the songs I wrote
Everybody wanna get a piece like kit-kat's
I'm gonna do me and I'm still gon get raps
I don't need your hate and love
My team be killing all types of clubs
The lamp city camp be up all night and stuff
But, you might need to tighten up
Gotta that I'm trying to do
So either stay out my way or abide by the rules
I'm gonna make it to the top not find the shoes
And I'm just trying to kick back ride and cruise
[Hook:]
Fast life baby I ain't giving it up
I want it all but they ain't tryna give us none
I'm on the fast track baby and I'm living it up
I want it all but they ain't tryna give us none
I get the run around round round round
Every single day in my life I get the
The run around round round round
All these dudes tryna run my life I get the
The run around round round round
Every single day in my life I get the
The run around round round round
And now these dudes on my jock like hockey
But, I wipe em off like Mr. Miyagi
Gotta good head got trees no broccoli
Looking what I'm doing bitch, try to stop me
All these people saying you be next
And I'm shipping to these shows like UPS
But, I don't really care while you be stressed
I'm trying to make some friends and have some sex
My feet are out the door
I really don't plan on coming back no more
I do it on my own stack bitch for sure
And you ain't doing what I'm asking for so
Where you at? I'm living it up and
I really don't give a fuck if you giving it up
Lets take a walk on the beach cause
I'm chill like water
Dads probably trying to protect his daughter
[Hook]
We on the fast track, I'm never coming down
I'm never on the ground because I run this town
[x2]
[Hook]
Gone (Reprise) lyrics - Cam Meekins
I told her imma be a, nice lover
Right cause I love her
Fight with each other seen bright with each other
Pains in my head break lights I discover
We both was depressed we was nice for each other
Right for each we had nights with each other
Where we never even realized our lives were each others
Listen to her heart no lights under covers
I fucked up, drinking every night just because and..
[Hook:]
I just wish, I just wish for the days when I was younger
Cause I don't even know what we did last summer
Everybody was looking at me and there was nothing wrong
And I search for the feeling to find it was gone gone gone
Everything we had was gone, so I just want you to have this
Everything I said was wrong, but I hope you can manage
We had so many dreams and hopes but, we could never plan it
So I just sit late night and think fuck, aw shit goddamnit
I told her imma change
I told her everyday imma change
Pain when she walked out
My phone never rang
Same when I call back but
She ain't never played any message that I left
I was sitting in the rain
Claimed that I came get it right for you girl
I'll sit here and take my own life for you girl
Everything I did was never right for you girl
You the only girl who knew what It was like for me girl
[Hook]
Up! lyrics - Cam Meekins
Yeah
You know we've gotta start it off with some good shit the same shit that we've been doing for the last four or five years
We ain't never changing and we ain't never doing any dumb shit
Trying to keep it real and function
Alright let's get it yo
Why can't I ever find enough time
Why do I bust rhymes and fuck dimes
And after ever drink feel sick when I wake up
Why the fuck would I like my girl the less and less she wears make up
Why the fuck do we sell sabotage
I need an iPhone 5 charged
Trying to get the fuck outta Dodge
Turn my phone on airplane mode
Like fuck the world
You know, how you fucked that girl
And you just fucked her world up
Why do I stay up late? Sluts
Never could really relate to us
But the pretty ones always stuck up
They won't shut up
I hate parties when all the kids get drunk
Unless I'm partaking
Then I'll be the first one to pass out and do something stupid
And wake up on the ground naked
I'm shaking
Thinking my whole life is like bacon, overcooked
Why all the great rappers is overlooked
Why am I scared to live if I'm really just a small piece
Why do you care the least
But sometimes care the most and share a lease
With someone where the rent's cheap
And live your whole life wondering if you dared to speak what's on your mind you might love yourself more
If you hate where you're at but you go nowhere, then that problem is yours
Think you might drown in your thoughts
Better learn mind control
Because even when the times get hard you can still be positive, but god damn it you guys keep texting me on some bullshit
I don't want to hear it
Trying to get weird like Kanye did in '09
I need the spirit, oh my
But I still ride around getting high just to see what's on my mind
I don't really know
When your shit's going nowhere, where the fuck do you go?
I'm trying to go up, up, up, up, up
You will never hold me down
Even when no one's around
You gotta keep that soul around
And try not to give a fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck
That's how it's supposed to be
So just come smoke with me
And keep your mind open please
And go up, up, up, up, up
You will never hold me down
Even when no one's around
You gotta keep that soul around
And try not to give a fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck
Because that's how it's supposed to be
So just come smoke with me
And keep your mind open please
Yo, we should keep talking more
That's kind of the option more or less
I did this show in Baltimore
That's when we started talking more or less
Fuck it, I'm out the door
You didn't give a fuck that I was stressed
You knew that I'd when this shit
Now you track my moods like GPS
I love when you wear that skirt
I want a crib on the outskirts of town
Where they can't talk to us
Or even fucking know that I'm around
I used to watch the news until I stopped
That douche from high school is now a cop
I've been growing up pretty fast
And I'm kinda hoping that'll stop
I still think that I'm the realest out
Even if my numbers never back it
On the track do backflips, spit crack on the Macbook
One time almost cracked it
I live every day like an accident
And try to keep it real with my fam
Somewhere between feeling that I can do anything and knowing that I can
I'm trying to go up, up, up, up, up
You will never hold me down
Even when no one's around
You gotta keep that soul around
And try not to give a fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck
That's how it's supposed to be
So just come smoke with me
And keep your mind open please
And go up, up, up, up, up
You will never hold me down
Even when no one's around
You gotta keep that soul around
And try not to give a fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck
Because that's how it's supposed to be
So just come smoke with me
And keep your mind open please
And go up, up, up, up, up
You will never hold me down
Even when no one's around
You gotta keep that soul around
And try not to give a fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck
Because that's how it's supposed to be
So just come smoke with me
And keep your mind open please
Good lyrics - Cam Meekins
Everybody good?
Keep your hands up if you worked hard figured out that you really could
And I'm top down screaming out, "Everybody good?"
So keep your hands if you worked hard figured out that you really could
Man you deserve it
And I'm on my grind everyday
Worked so hard for Pete's sake
I don't even know who Pete is
But I beat all these beats into dismay
Shouts to my homie Replay
Came with the low-key simple flow
When I got to put on for the Beantown, but I ain't talking Pinto
Want a better life, every night
Good food, good wine
Big house to lamp in, the world's mine
[?]
I fantasize about all this
For the city like Paul Pierce
Say "What up" if you see me out
Because this is what I've always dreamed about
And I'm just cruising in my top down screaming out "Everybody good?"
So keep your hands up if you worked hard figured out that you really could
And I'm top down screaming out "Everybody good?"
So keep your hands up if you worked hard figured out that you really could
Man you deserve it
For once I'm gonna be me
One time for the tree
All these bitches back stage, they like "one time for the D"
Fun time it's on me
I'll cop whatever y'all need
Y'all been here from the start
So be all you can be
Gotta put on for my team
Lamp City in the league
My record label isn't major
Y'all in the D league
Keepin' it real, that's me
Ever since fifteen
Making beats with Joel
Teacher gave me a D
What do you wanna be?
I said I wanna be me
I dropped out of that school
Started making mad beats
My best friend OD'd
Doing this for he
So don't come up to me
Because you don't fucking know me
And I'm just cruising in my top down screaming out "Everybody good?"
So keep your hands up if you worked hard figured out that you really could
And I'm top down screaming out "Everybody good?"
So keep your hands up if you worked hard figured out that you really could
Man you deserve it
Stupid lyrics - Cam Meekins
Sometimes I think
I was born to be a sinner
Like J cole L.P
In high school we all bumped Cole man
Y'all couldn't tell me
Shit, I was like seventeen just got the whip
Used to burn the mixed cd and ride around smoke weed
Was tryna make a profit
But I couldn't do the math
Now my words speak life
Shoutout to my homie Av
And just last week someone pointed out what I didn't have
But if I had listen to those role models I would still be in class
I grew up in the suburbs
Where they keep you on a path
Where the value of a dollar was something that most kids couldn't grasp
Music and culture
A place about business and vultures
Where the idea of a rap album
Was some shit that made people laugh
I knew I didn't fit in
So I never went to class
Spent a lot of time in the city
And I identified with that
We all come from different backgrounds man you don't know the half
We can all see eye to eye when it comes to laying down a track
When I was younger the white kids would laugh and say I was acting black
The black kids would call me a fag until they heard me on a track
It's all good
Cuz I exist
At least I have that
Just loop this piano and shit man
But I be all bad
[Chorus:]
Maybe what you think I do is stupid
But it really means a lot to me
And I'm sorry I didn't see you last week
We didn't even get a chance to speak
But you know this shit was hard growing up
But you know it's all good now
Baby it's me
And I promise I won't change for the world
Let's all try and be the best we can be
Cuz it's all good now it's all good
Don't think about it even though you should
Just let it go
Cuz we got you
Don't let me go
Cuz I got you
The other day I saw my high school teacher and he was like "hey
How are things going Cam?
I heard they're going great"
Everyone 'round here's proud of you for taking that break
From college, even though we all thought that it was a mistake
My other friend texted me asking how I was doing
She said "how 'bout those plans for college? Are those all ruined?"
I guess it takes a lot for people to believe in you
But that just motivated me
To go say fuck your degree
You gotta grind a little bit harder man
Just wait you'll all see
In like 3 years with a buyin'
I was still so me
Am I ever gonna make it?
What do they say about me?
I'll probably never get the respect I feel that I deserve be
Now there's E-Mail's and messages like "I'm so proud of you"
From the same people that once said "look Cam I'm doubting you"
At sixteen I let em' know what I was about to do
And they laughed well guess what look
The joke's on you
[Chorus]
Pizza Mind lyrics - Cam Meekins (feat. Michael Christmas & Nick Gray)
[Cam Meekins:]
See this road, see this road, isn't easy
But baby it's all good
I'm at peace, I'm peace with you
And I know it gets hard sometimes, but guess what?
That's life
I'm at peace, I'm at peace with you
I'm at peace, I'm at peace with you
I just found my peace while I rolled this little dooby
Kicking back, watching a movie, ain't nobody wanna' sue me
Its a cold ass world, better get yourself a hoodie
I've been chilling through my time on this Earth quite smoothly
A lot of people wanna' act like it ain't nothin' though
Like yeah, I seen some shit, but fuck it though
Please endure all common equalities, uhh
Cause this real always gon' be part of me
And I started off player hated?
Second album imma' make it
Like my steaks marinated
Kid love, parent hated?
I'm just snare and bassin'
Facin' facts while you free basin
Heroin, your veins snap like train tracks
I'm more cerebral high, you know we make our own opioids
Try to destroy my life, but fight through it like "Ok boys"
Whatever you want from me dawg, I been through it all
It doesn't matter, nothing matters at all
See this road, see this road, isn't easy
But baby it's all good
I'm at peace, I'm peace with you
And I know it gets hard sometimes, but guess what?
That's life
I'm at peace, I'm at peace with you
I'm at peace, I'm at peace with you
[Michael Christmas:]
Uhh
I'm at peace when I am eating pizza
I'm at peace with this Mona Lisa
I'm at peace with the fact that I'm fat, black, never average raps back?
When I couldn't spit soul candy in the bathrooms
And pry babies ran you 50 cents?
Got chacho's after school
Spittin' writtens for my friends
And winter came again
That's when she left?
I heard I was bout' to make a million dollars with these raps despite this girl
Kick this first like the west
Second like a creep
Third tape on the way
Now I'm signing like me?
I'm at peace
At peace, at peace
Fuck the old Lisa
And anybody tryna' take my boys, please
[Nick Gray:]
I'm just looking for some peace at mind
Feel like I'll find it in this piece of mine
Feel like I'm always runnin' low on my weed supply
Everybody need some peace, now I'm in need of mine
[Cam Meekins:]
See this road, see this road, isn't easy
But baby it's all good
I'm at peace, I'm peace with you
And I know it gets hard sometimes, but guess what?
That's life
I'm at peace, I'm at peace with you
I'm at peace, I'm at peace with you
The Road lyrics - Cam Meekins
Say they love Cam, well I'm back again
Tour around the states, tryin' to see the fans
And I ain't really got no major plans
Tryin to live my fuckin life to the best I can
Say you got flows but your music flop
Can't pick one flow, gotta change a lot
Thats why imma always stay on top
So you can play this shit loud while the ass drop
Smokin' papers on the road (road, road)
Takin' vitamins for these hoes (hoes, hoes)
[x2]
It's Mr. Make-a-Mixtape
Ain't give a fuck for years
Im out here in the city where they filmed the show "Cheers"
I mean, I'm getting paper like I'm Jerry Seinfeld
And they try to tell me stop, I couldn't read the sign well
It's like, I'm seeing things I never dreamed that I would see tho
Got the girls on they knees, thinking I was Tebow
Trying to press rewind on my life, no TiVo
But then I said fuck that, Imma do me tho
They wanna talk shit bout Cam, that ain't my problem
I got the illest fans in the game, I know you want 'em
Me and Lamp City keep it real all day
Problems like A&R's we dont even want 'em
Y'all know I'm just doin me
And know that Im the one like two below three
They say "that shits tight man I fuck with the team"
But I give them the cold shoulder like the buffalo breeds
While you done gone from the one whose poppin'
To watchin yo album floppin'
Im in the stu' workin hard to insure that I got it
You caving in to the pressure of making pop records
I build a fan base slowly, get the top records
But I dont need no blah co-signs to go shine
Im well associated like model bitches and coke lines
That line might of been a little too much
I'm just hope me and my fan base never lose touch
Say they love Cam, well I'm back again
Tour around the states, tryin' to see the fans
And I ain't really got no major plans
Tryin to live my fuckin life to the best I can
Say you got flows but your music flop
Can't pick one flow, gotta change a lot
Thats why imma always stay on top
So you can play this shit loud while the ass drop
Smokin' papers on the road (road, road)
Takin' vitamins for these hoes (hoes, hoes)
[x2]
I just gotta laugh when they tell me Im taking long
The same reason these dumb ass rappers dont stay for long
You might write some verses but know that we made the song
You should scratch tickets to decide where you get your paper from
Im really serious when I say I wanna be "that dude"
Grindin till its four in the morning writing a rap tune
Shoot a video real quick, gotta be back soon to make a mix tape in ten days like that Chance dude
From deadline to deadline you better get it done
My girl at home waitin and Im thinkin she the one
Like you waitin for the bus but its never gonna come
Unless you get a little ambition just to go get it done
Say they love Cam, well I'm back again
Tour around the states, tryin' to see the fans
And I ain't really got no major plans
Tryin to live my fuckin life to the best I can
Say you got flows but your music flop
Can't pick one flow, gotta change a lot
Thats why imma always stay on top
So you can play this shit loud while the ass drop
Smokin' papers on the road (road, road)
Takin' vitamins for these hoes (hoes, hoes)
Smokin' papers on the road (road, road)
Takin' vitamins for these hoes, hoes, hoes, hoes, hoes, hoes, hoes
Peace
Joe Flacco lyrics - Cam Meekins
Many selections, Some use pipes, others use injections
Smoke joints, I ain't worried 'bout tobacco
Duck texts let 'em pass like Joe Flacco
All I really need's friends, need's friends and
We do this every weekend, weekend, YEAH
Let me lay this beat real quick
What you think I can't flex on a slow beat
Watch the drop, then cop the watch
Now all these motherfuckers tryna compete
What it's like for a guy like me?
Work hard tryna make ends meet
By the end of the week, it's weak
Cause you right back, in the position you used to be
But, let me slow it down real slow
I just wanna let you know
That life ain't really that bad
In fact it's all gold
Don't sit around getting old
Go and get your paper, paper
Went around ain't doing shit for a young kid
Living around all these haters
Papers smoking, vapors choking, hope to see 25
Low-key zoning, floating, I don't know if I'm really alive
But it really is, I hate when they ask my ass like "Yo, what's up?"
I don't really know, just chill, this beat was never enough
Smoke joints, I ain't worried 'bout tobacco
Duck texts let 'em pass like Joe Flacco
Cause all I really need's friends, need's friends and
We do this every weekend, weekend, wassup?
[x2]
I got a date with Destiny, she never hit me though
I really just sit around and listen to the radio
Talk shows, cause I don't like that Pop Shit, that KBS (fuck you)
I hate the cops, cause all they want to do is arrest you (fuck you)
I'm tryna buy a drop, I hope that shit impress you
They say that time is money, and it's funny
Cause I'm hoping that I'm not too late
I'm taking too long to get out the festival
I know that God blessed you
Will he come to my rescue?
I think it's good to party
You say you down to ride
They say they comfortable
But, I think it's bad to lie
You went to school to learn, earn money, probably read
I went to school and learned to leave, in turn I burned the weed
I rap for 1%, none of you average cats
I'm tryna battle rap, I'm getting drunk of magic hats
What kinda tag is that dog, do you even draw?
Are we all criminals? Do we all follow the law?
So don't judge me cause I'm arrogant, my shoes are musty
Still my crew got love for me, and all these groupies wanna hug me
Dressing up like a druggie, dog, I don't need your money
Gave you your album, you recoup, now get the fuck away from me
I mean I know you love me
That's why you won't drop my ass
Cause when they need a hit
I throw it to 'em like Stockton pass
I say this not to brag, I really mean it though
I A&R my own shit, You fuckboys don't hear me though
If you see me in Boston drinking bottles on the stoop
Smoke a joint with your boy, keep it real with the dude
Don't try and play me like an idiot, I know the prices
My life is beautiful, I only got a couple vices
Smoke joints, I ain't worried 'bout tobacco
Duck texts let 'em pass like Joe Flacco
Cause all I really need's friends, need's friends and
We do this every weekend, weekend, wassup?
Shoutout to Brandun Deshay, for the beat
Perfect lyrics - Cam Meekins
I wanted to make a song about the words that I spit
I got a good heart but don't worry I'm just venting
See the things that I believe is just chilling in them trees
The leaves hit the ground taking in that cool breeze
Where I'm from, the winters is as cold as your attitude
If you stopped and had some gratefulness and gratitude
You'd calm down, I turn the sound down
I drive around town bumping to I get around poetry
Quotes, spoken is the words in my notes
Notation is the music that the sound vibrates so beautifully
The imperfections is what's cool to me
Sure your skin is oily, but baby girl you're cute to me
If everybody had enough time for this shit
You know, sitting outside, taking something in
Maybe we would be more comfortable with how we treat each other
But what the hell do I know man I'm just a rapper
And I'm trying make a song to feed my own self
Everybody got agendas when they mean well
They say that money is the root of all evil in the game
But every week I wait for checks, I'm more happy when they came
We rode around, round, round
Through the town, town, town
She love the way I put it down and
She ask me can I stay around and
But I don't know, know, know
Cause she don't really know my soul
I'll never let her get inside it
So baby can we just get high yes
This one for the real people that fucked with me since day one
They know who they are so I don't need to say done
She rolled up on that blunt, need trees for that front
Come through to the crib, take whatever ya'll want
This right here is a lifestyle, I'm just starting to feel that
Been on my, shit for, a few years, since way back
Now you wanna see me, see me like it's TV
I'm just tryna be me, make it look so easy
Man I don't know what I'm supposed to do
What be a dick or be nice to you
This rapping shit is retarded
I think I'm the only artist
I'm painting pictures with words
Smoking high as the birds
Might move to Hawaii to get away from these herbs (I will)
Man I'm tired of all this talking
Bout this and that, and such and such
Give you a hug and say what up
But that's it, I don't give a fuck
I'm cold man get a coat, tryna float get a boat
She acting like she know
But no one really knows we should make it work is
Why's it always gotta hurt and
I think I do this shit on purpose
Make us both feel so worthless
But it's all good for the night and
You don't really know my life and
You just see me on the surface
And baby that's so perfect, yeah
We rode around, round, round
Through the town, town, town
She love the way I put it down and
She ask me can I stay around and
But I don't know, know, know
Cause she don't really know my soul
I'll never let her get inside it
So baby can we just get high yes
TJ Outro lyrics - Cam Meekins
Yeah
Uh huh
Every time you come through
You roll a spliff for two
Every time you come through
You roll a spliff for two
Every time you come through
You roll a spliff for two
Yeah TJ you're my dude
Thanks my dude [x3]
What you know about me (What you know about me)
I smoking hella tree (I smoking hella tree)
What you know about me (What you know about me)
I smoke up the tree (smoke up the tree)
What you know about me (What you know about me)
I smoking hella tree (I smoking hella tree)
What you know about me (What you know about me)
I smoke up hella tree (okay)
Every time you come through
You roll a spliff for two
Every time you come through
You roll a spliff for two
Every time you come through
You roll a spliff for two
Yeah TJ you're my dude
Thanks my dude [x2]
Thanks my dude
Thanks thanks thanks my dude
Thanks my duuuuude you my dude
Thanks
What you know about me
I smoking hella tree
What you know about me
I smoke up, tree
What you know about me
I smoking hella tree
What you know about me
Know about me
I smoking hella tree
What you now about me
When I met my man Tommy
I knew that he was the bommy
On D he would stop me
An in and out he would copy
My order was sloppy
He had the animal sauce
I had the double cheeseburger man, no one could stop me
I got three of his credit cards
Out in my car
And he ain't asked for them or get em at all
That's a real ass dog
Buying McDonald's for us
And now that he's gone
Man, now there's mad heads I'mma bust
But TJ you're my dude
Roll a spliff when you came
Push the Mercedes you know in every lane
And I know you my dude, so pick me up you do
And roll a spliff or maybe two
But why no come around with spliff no more
I wish that I could bring you on tour
But when I get back we gonna light em up
And kick a freestyle never write em up [x2]
Hey check it out man I'm hot like sauce
The smoke from the lyrical blunt made me [*cough*]
I still flip sips to pay for my gas
So this for everybody in the sticks that trap
When I light I'm light
When I write I ran
I like my girls with yoga pants
Don't know where I'm going
But I know where I am
Fuck it man
Every time you come through
You roll a spliff for two
Every time you come through
You roll a spliff for two
Yeah TJ you're my dude
Thanks my dude
Band-Aid lyrics - Cam Meekins
She had coffee colored eyes, never wore lipstick
Boxed me in her thighs, never swore think quick
For tips she wore a low cut, so what?
Flow-nuts fell in love, she was sweeter than a donut
Oh but so emotional, got so boxed me in the top flow
Outting in my sea now
Taking me around to places I don't want to be now
Know she understand this she just got me on the rebound
Parents got her stressin about a college degree
Rich girl so she got to go to college for free
Told her there was no such thing as college for me
Then I went and peeled off in a new M3
Psych, I'm just a writer, occasional sample-biter
Nobody get her hyper cause she wetter than a cider
Scared of love, spiders
3 Am fighter
She bout to blow up, I think I might ignite her
So, it's horrible to have a convo you don't wanna have
When good things go bad you gotta do the math
Cut it off like band-aid, can't play with another heart
Shoulda listened to my man sayin: don't do it
You shoulda never got involved, now I'm sittin here in my thoughts
Tryna get lost, sometimes you just gotta make decisions
And do what's best for you, ah fuck it I'm just spittin
They say don't ever mix friends and business
You can see quick how cloudy the vision gets
Everybody got a homie that was your good friend till money got involved
Now you down to your with's end
I'm thinking like, we gotta plan homie
Why you never did stuff
Blaming him, but it's me who gotta step up
Workin hard, people really wanna feed off you
It's all good, Imma see you when I see you dude
It's never easy making hard decisions
But Dead-weight is dead weight, not even kiddin
You can waste your whole life not cutting people off
Getting wasted all night til they cutting you off
But Me, I got a dream
And me I got a team
Working harder than these mother fuckers
That's behind the scenes, so now I'm finna get it
And When they look surprised, tell em sucker fuckin did it
And look me in my eyes
If your label ain't pushin you to push it yourself
If your partner ain't pushin you, then find someone else
Everybody's real quick to sit around and complain
But nobody stands up and does something about it, main
I'm just hopin this inspires the kids
Relationships and business, it's all the same shit
I Roll me up a joint and sit back and reflect
Say peace to the people and the past that I left
Look man, I know a lot of you probably goin through the same shit
Sitting there with people who are cancerous to your life,
Right next to you on your left and your right
And it's not easy to make that decision to just cut people off
And just keep on moving I'm telling you, but don't be soft
You gotta do this man I'm telling you, you got this
And I'll be there to get you
Cause If you got a dream, you got something your working towards
And people don't understand your values and your vision
If they're not helping you get to where you need to be
Then they're not worth being around in the first place, ya know what I'm sayin?
Don't lose sight of the fact that you know what's best for yourself, man
You gotta just keep doing you
And believe in yourself
Can't Sing The Hook lyrics - Cam Meekins
A lotta corny rappers (Yuh) emulate my path (Yeah)
They see the lengths I've gone, they wanna copy that
Yes Sir
These [?] one of the best to do it right from the east coast
On tour fillin' hotel rooms up with the weed smoke
A lotta corny rappers (Yuh) emulate my path (Yeah)
They see the lengths I've gone, they wanna copy that (Wanna copy that)
Call this coffee rap, I'm off three right now (True)
Plus I been smokin' weed, makin' my parents proud (Damn)
I try to simplify
These complications in my life, that's when I almost died
And you don't know about that feeling that I have inside
Or maybe you do, and if you do, I'm sendin' all the vibes
Movin' on to new obsessions, I was in the session
Ain't talkin' studio, but we would [?] in the joint and then we'd talk about the lessons
That we learned in class, knowin' I would never pass
Knowin' if the homies ain't text back then they probly passed
Out yeah, now I be cashed out, yeah
For the month, and that ain't even me tryna stunt
I'm just sayin what I want, I'm just doin' what I want
I'm tryna grow up and live, show up and live
I said show up, live
I been stuck
On this road
I been on
For like way too long
Tryna fig'
'Ure out all
Of my problems, it's more than one
And I can't set the hook for this muh
Tha fuckin' song
So if you
Feel the way
That I do then sing along
Yo, lot of rappers came and went
But what stayed the same
Was Cam Meekins was still runnin' laps around the whole game
I used to hang out by the track when I was fourteen
Tryna talk to girls, then I grew up and my goals changed
Now I want the Gold Range, all these people doin' cocaine
Because they soul's deranged, you can feel this beat in your shoulder blades
That's how motivation to live be
I'm just tryna level up, smoke a joint out on the beach
When I was growin' up, we would hacky sack our fees
Now I'm gettin' twenty racks to lay my raps up on a feat
But I ain't worried 'bout the stacks because how happy can you be?
If you sittin' in that big ass house without no family
It don't matter what you got if you lose your sanity
And you wearin' all those clothes 'cause you got that vanity
This is just a conversation between me and myself
Tryna level up, and get it together, focus on my health
I been stuck
On this road
I been on
For like way too long
Tryna fig'
'Ure out all
Of my problems, it's more than one
And I can't set the hook for this muh
Tha fuckin' song
So if you
Feel the way
That I do then sing along
Close To See lyrics - Cam Meekins (feat. Vixxle)
Does it ever feel like you're gettin' too close to see?
Wanna hallucinate the vision what I'm supposed to be
Just sit back and chill and let it breathe
Let it breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe
Do you ever feel like you're gettin' too close to see?
Wanna stay like this forever if it's up to me
Just sit back and chill and let it breathe
Let it breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe
I just got pulled over for textin' and drivin'
Hope they don't find my weed
Been fallin' off from people I known for years
'Cause they ain't on my speed
Ayo
New phone, who this?
Two tone, new wrists
Said if you love me, then
Please don't do this
I couldn't go to school
Bad student
Can't waste my life away
Just bought a new whip
Want me to fall in line but I'ma flatline
When I came out, I swear I feel like I was baptized
I got a new lease and I ain't talkin' 'bout them AX-5
I'ma stack mine, keep releasin' these fact lines
'Til I get respect to pay respect but they don't hear it
On this plane, I can't fail because I got way too much spirit
Said, "It's a miracle he doin' what he said he'd do in life"
'Til I'm a vegetable, I'm tellin' you what compels me with this mic
C'mon
Does it ever feel like you're gettin' too close to see?
Wanna hallucinate the vision what I'm supposed to be
Just sit back and chill and let it breathe
Let it breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe
Do you ever feel like you're gettin' too close to see?
Wanna stay like this forever if it's up to me
Just sit back and chill and let it breathe
Let it breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe
Growin' up, I used to wanna be my favorite rappers
But then I found out my favorite rappers was some actors
Ever since '05 and markin' out the atlas
But as a whole, they still haven't felt the passion
I'd rather die real alone than fake and live
Tryna pass good morals to my grandkids
'Cause not stickin' with my day one's ain't it
Before Carti came out, been tryna die lit
Always keep a level head when I'm unstable
You gotta keep it goin' even when they ain't faithful
So I'm flexin' on these hoes, we don't got a label
That's how I'm tuned in to the tunnel, like cable
Does it ever feel like you're gettin' too close to see?
Wanna hallucinate the vision what I'm supposed to be
Just sit back and chill and let it breathe
Let it breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe
Do you ever feel like you're gettin' too close to see?
Wanna stay like this forever if it's up to me
Just sit back and chill and let it breathe
Let it breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe
Coffee lyrics - Cam Meekins
If you just put water in coffee does it work?
I tell you straight up, I got a real thing for you
I saw you with your friends
And I was like, I dunno what to do
We took a shot at Casamigo's
I had to tough it out cause I really hated tequila
But it feel like nothing now
Because this love that I feel, is crazier than crazy
Sometimes I dunno what I did to get your ass to date me
Maybe it was the alcohol, maybe it's just the energy
I messaged you six months ago like
"Yo, you wanna be friends with me?"
And you curved that shit, but I'm persistent and I stuck with it
And when I met you that night at the bar we kissed within five minutes
And ooo that shit was sweet
Sweeter than your coffee that I get you every morning
Even tho sometimes you exhaust me, it's in a good way
Cause we having so much fun
We traveling we on the run girl I swear you the one
I often write about the shit that hurts me
But this time I'm writing about the shit that works for me
Yea
Everyday I get her coffee in the afternoon
Only time we waking up when it's after two
Last night we got stoned with nothing to do
She said I got a lotta love and it's just for you
Another day of skipping class cause she hates her school
I'm always tryna mess it up but she keeps me cool
Last night we drank wine with nothing to do
She said I got a lotta love and it's just for you
The sweetest love is when the past doesn't matter
And when we young it always ends in disaster
But we from the same neighborhood she live two towns away
So girl if you down today I wanna take you on a date
I'm on some real shit, whatever I say I mean it
We out in the East Village, cause your apartment you never clean it
And we getting stoned discussing life
Sometimes I feel a little lost but when we chillin, everything is alright
And even though you take up all my closet space
And you didn't let me bring weed to your mom's place
I still love you
Taking trips you always pack extra, and I pack too light
So you the yin to my yang
And when there's darkness you the light
I'm tryna write you something to show you how I feel
It probably won't do it justice but I still keep it real
And one thing's for sure, Imma always be true
Through the good times and bad times I'm still here for you
Everyday I get her coffee in the afternoon
Only time we waking up when it's after two
Last night we got stoned with nothing to do
She said I got a lotta love and it's just for you
Another day of skipping class cause she hates her school
I'm always tryna mess it up but she keeps me cool
Last night we drank wine with nothing to do
She said I got a lotta love and it's just for you
[x2]
Come Thru lyrics - Cam Meekins
I don't really know anything but us
So baby come thru cause the squad goin' up
Its just me and my homies and we rollin' up
It's just another Sunday and its what we does
And I don't really care about your mans if he hatin'
Baby girl I'm not waitin'
Come thru, come thru, come thru, come thru, come thru, come thru
I like my joints like my girls, skinny
And I got a plan to run the world, really
You don't understand why I'm on but I'm on bro
Your ex gave me top and I'm talkin' like a sombrero
And I'm smokin' weed that's like every single day
Used to sell that shit in school, now I'm rappin' getting paid
And I'm always 15 late
Take her on a date
You taking her to Denny's and we out here getting steak
She playing with my thumb
Her face goin' numb
Blaine in the back and my homie going dumb
You know he from the bay but me I rep the bean
I'm smokin' on that green I'm lookin' hella lean
Cause the skinny boy clean
Fresh face, fresh fit no I stay fresh man
But I ain't a freshman
Picking up a zip I might sell the half of it
Think my lifes crazy but you don't know the half of it
I don't really know anything but us
So baby come thru cause the squad goin' up
Its just me and my homies and we rollin' up
It's just another Sunday and its what we does
And I don't really care about your mans if he hatin'
Baby girl I'm not waitin'
Come thru, come thru, come thru, come thru, come thru, come thru
Girl you know I got an extra long day
Ahead of me
Tuesday its Erica, Wednesday its Bethany
Thursday its Savannah and Friday its Stefanie
Really I ain't lyin' man this shit gon' be the death of me, ah
I be on the Westside skateboarding
And I know they want the album but wait for it
Me and Pete got the heat so she shake for it
And we mix that shit with waves, wake-boarding
I don't really know anything but us
So baby come thru cause the squad goin' up
Its just me and my homies and we rollin' up
It's just another Sunday and its what we does
And I don't really care about your mans if he hatin'
Baby girl I'm not waitin'
Come thru, come thru, come thru, come thru, come thru, come thru
Smokin' on a doobie
Documentaries lyrics - Cam Meekins
I seen a lot of things on this road that I've been on
And spent a lot of time on the hustle tryna get on
Just tryna drink some wine, watch some documentaries
Fuck what they said to me
I'm legendary status, all this money, I had this
Two things you'll always find me with a spliff and a bad bitch
Man, I ain't never been about that livin' it average
Ever since I ditched class and used to be on some sad shit
I'm pourin' out some liquor, memories of my dad, shit
That dude was legendary, Will Smith and his dog
I'm rollin' up a fun stick that's as big as a log
Been tryna focus on the fitness, I been hittin' the jog
Everyday I'm out here doing my job
Feelin' inspired really, off the randomness of it all
I'm happy to be alive, my attitude's gettin' high
That's really why I often times be movin' slow when I drive
I switched it up from cream to almond milk
But I guess it's cool with oat now
You peep my catalogue, I'm like the GOAT now
The verse is so prolific like he got a ghost now
I never slow down, that's really why it's time to go now
I seen a lot of things on this road that I've been on
And spent a lot of time on the hustle tryna get on
Just tryna drink some wine, watch some documentaries
Fuck what they said to me
On a mission tryna find myself
Why I look for followers when I be blind myself?
Why I hate the way the mirror don't define my health?
Certain pictures in my mind, I'm gettin' by myself
I turned the leaf, I'm on a whole new path
Had to tell my friends I'm changin'
Then my whole crew laughed
Still remember days when I was sittin', troll through class
Thinkin 'bout the bad teachers I could lowkey smash
They never wanna see you change until it's too late
I knew I loved her, I could tell right after two days
Expenses double when you start cookin' for two plates
A good relationship has gotta power through hate
I used to hate the way she made me real
Not some imaginary version of myself that I see
She said "I love the way you make me feel"
Then she laid down on the pillow so comfortably
I'm in a haze for 12 months
These blurred days of gettin' blunted
Really I was only frontin'
When I said that's all I wanted
'Cause really nothin satisfyin'
While my life is just passin' by
I get a massive high and say "What's up?"
I'm puttin' on a front like everyday
While my sunny days turn to rain
I seen a lot of things on this road that I've been on
And spent a lot of time on the hustle tryna get on
Just tryna drink some wine, watch some documentaries
Fuck what they said to me
East Coast lyrics - Cam Meekins
I just took a plane to the east coast
Met some girls that were sayin' "yeah we smoke"
Brought 'em back to the telly where I spent a couple bands
College girls tryna tell me 'bout their life plans
I'm like oh man, oh man, oh man
I'm so stoned man zoned in brought four friends
And its lit every time I'm on the east coast
Talk shit that's how we do it on the east coast
I just made a couple thousand at the show but really it was nothing
I just made a couple drinks for bitches man I really feel like stunting
Haters talking cause I'm at the top I don't ever stop, yeah
In the telly I just got some top 'bout to cop a drop, yeah
In my zone 'bout to do my own thing
Google Chrome I'm just too alone
Think to myself 'bout to write a poem
King of the raps throwing me a bone blink
182, I need a baddie or fuck maybe two
I popped a Addy and Lexapro too
But I don't give a fuck cause I'm the truth, oh
She wanna fuck with a rapper
She said her boyfriend don't matter
But this might be a disaster
After I hit it I Casper
And I'm smoking something with intent
Getting drunk talking 'bout this east coast shit
I just took a plane to the east coast
Met some girls that were sayin' "yeah we smoke"
Brought 'em back to the telly where I spent a couple bands
College girls tryna tell me 'bout their life plans
I'm like oh man, oh man, oh man
I'm so stoned man zoned in brought four friends
And its lit every time I'm on the east coast
Talk shit that's how we do it on the east coast
I just do what I want
Smoking trees but no blunts
Hate the kid when he stunts
But you don't ever say nothing
I don't go to the club
Unless they let me wear hats
Unless they let me blow packs
So where the LCF at?
Got a big blue watch yeah its just a roley
Living for myself and I feel so holy
Climbing to the top tryna find the meaning of life
Through a bottle, its so deceiving
Fucked up living all around the world
But the east side where I got the baddest girls
And I don't really mean to sound superficial
But the low key pop rap's super fiscal
And I do it for the team bitch really mean this
The Lamp City family and you ain't never seen this
But it's fine all we need is time
Cause we 'bout to blow up like a god damn land mine
Everybody like god damn Cam high
Turnt up and I got my hand high
East coast where I'm tryna be
Turn up if you fuck with me
I just took a plane to the east coast
Met some girls that were sayin' "yeah we smoke"
Brought 'em back to the telly where I spent a couple bands
College girls tryna tell me 'bout their life plans
I'm like oh man, oh man, oh man
I'm so stoned man zoned in brought four friends
And its lit every time I'm on the east coast
Talk shit that's how we do it on the east coast
Everything I Do lyrics - Cam Meekins
This is not to talk shit this is just to spit facts
I ain't really with your raps I ain't really with the cats
Who on twitter talking wack you can put that all caps
Come and see my ass in person I'ma knock your fitted cap
Man I'm sick of playing games I had to make a change
Told myself that I'ma be a millionaire I'm halfway
I just do it for the art I did it from the start
By myself made the beats and the art check the heart
Lost my spleen when I was younger that really make me wonder
Thought my ass was gonna die guess I'm here a little longer
Got the mind of a maniac thoughts like a braniac
Told these twitter rappers you can go and have your xannies back
The game's full of snakes I know cause I'm a part of it
I know all of these label head dudes they retarded
And it's like I'm the prophet I'm tryna spread the wisdom
Now people asking bout Cam Meekins like who is him
I'ma tell you right now I'ma real ass dude
And I'ma tell it like it is til that shit get me sued
You probably see me going hard I got something to prove
Motherfuckers couldn't even walk a block in my shoes
Man my mind's full of visions I made some bad decisions
Every step you take back helps you see the bigger picture
I just spit that raw shit like what comes to my head
I might spit that God shit to help me out when I'm dead
Everything I do's for you... everything I do's for you
Been smoking more weeeeeeeed than I need to do
[*gibberish*]
Fuck a label cause that bitch can not erase me
[?] had me running round the city she can taste me
Atlantic records told me they gon' shelf me like a pastry
Left the fucking deal now I'm making all this cake g it's real
Do it for your motherfucking self
I got dreams of a million cause money fucking helps
Ain't talking buying clothes man I'm talking buying votes
Making change with your change man that's how this shit goes
I decided last year I was done taking shit
Had to cut some people off lost some friends to this biz
You can wish some people well without letting them bring your ass down
So these toxic people don't keep them around
I been traveling and smoking and babbling and coping
But these punk motherfuckers never make me lose focus
How the hell you put that ass in them super tight clothes
Why the hell they put the glass on the back of the phone
I remember when my mom had to bail me out
And I remember high school they can't fail me now
I had this chip on my shoulder for my whole entire life
Every single person ever told me that I couldn't write but
Everything I do's for you all the people I was smarter than be going to school
But I just found my craft mastered it and made the shit happen
Bout to make it to the top I won't ever stop rapping
Fraidadeath lyrics - Cam Meekins
Hey yo, I used to be afraid of death
Would think about it everyday, I guess I was depressed
But now I'm doing okay
The lights clear and my faith strong
I used to hate on, but now my days long
That's what I was made from
Everyday, people making these breaks and [?]
These crates I flip
Help me with mistakes and trips
I gotta get better
You gotta do something
I gotta work harder
You gotta stop frontin'
If you love someone then tell them that
Even when I'm sellin [?]
Still keeping hella facts
Just to tell you where I'm at
These songs hug your boy to survive
Would get up in the car and just drive
Until I started feeling alright
So play aloud homie
Do your thing thing
Cause I was just like you
And I'm okay kay
I make my own rules
I do my own thing
No matter where I go I know that I would never change
Peace
I am not, one of these other cats
And neither are you
If you listening right now it's cause this here is the truth
It ain't about, making it to the top just for the sake of it
It's about, having the influence to change this nation
Take the evil out the people of the other lines
Your hardcore raps, I call that shit the smother lines
I lay back on it
I think about the economy
And if I had a child, what would he or she grow up to be?
A rap singer, ballplayer, journalist to atheist
Is faith even gon' be a thing?
I think maybe just in 20 years, will any of this even matter?
If I were to die today, would I of made an impact?
Everybody goes through hard times so it evens out
And anybody can come from struggling to make it out
There's no excuse for half-assin it
I'm grabbing life full speed
And know that I'm ain't worried about the proceeds
I just breathe
Sometimes I just wish that
You knew how appreciated you were
And its like, I don't write these songs for you
I don't write these songs for them
I don't write these songs for me
It's just, the only way I know how to communicate
Cause 99% of the time I'm just quiet
But I'm holding on, I'm holding on, I'm holding on yea
I'm holding on for better days
I gotta get up, some way
I gotta get up, some way
I'm holding on for better days
I gotta get up, some way
I gotta get up, some way
Free lyrics - Cam Meekins
Let's go
Yeah
One time, one time in it, one time
Deleted your number and threw my phone into the street
Live on the 26th floor, I move out in a week
Got your fucking clothes hanging up, writing the beats
Can't get a single thought across without feeling weak
Swear it's like the hardest part to throw the memories away
All these fucking online posts hemorrhaging me
I don't really have the heart to go through this again
My emotions don't exist no more, so I'll just pretend
I don't really understand the generation we in
We just break up and fucking post pictures again
We were never really happy when we posted those pictures
But I can't remember bad times, now it's ridiculous
I only feel the good times ringing and I'm missing you
Thinking 'bout your dirty ass apartment I was kissing you
If I had to do it all again, I don't know if I loved you
Or I just got obsessed with fixing you
Someone get a hold of me, feelings are controlling me
I just need to roll some weed, I know I'm supposed to be
Focused on the road 'fore me, travelling this road for free
Feeling like you're choking me, fuck, it's taking over me
But I really don't believe anyone can roll with me
You and I were preconceived notions and I couldn't see
Hoping I can find relieve, gotta look inside of me
Feel the past guiding me, I just wanna fly and be
Free, free, free, free, free
I just wanna be free from this baggage you left me
Literally you left a giant suitcase at my crib
Can you please come by and pick up that shit?
I wanna be, free, free, free, free, free
I just wanna be free from this damage you left me
Literally I'm tryna live my life without the distract
But you always keep coming back (coming back, coming back)
I see you with your new dude, I hope you're happy
Just tell him I made 12 thousand last month from rapping
I really brought the game back, like I'm the captain
Smoke alone in penthouse apartments in Manhattan
And when I'm at the top remember me
I dunno why I feel this way, is it the Hennessy?
I used to never drink or smoke, but now my mind is too corrupt
I'm upgrading with my substances and all I do is drugs
But I'ma find my way and make rhyming pay
I lock myself into a room and make a song a day
So I guess I gotta thank you for the inspo
Didn't expect it to be quite like this though
I feel something taking over me, shaping me like potpourri
Shaking when I go to sleep, crazy y'all don't notice me
Hazey, try to focus B, never get the most of me
Always in another place, demons be approaching me
Somehow I just make it work, twisted and I go berzerk
Tryna focus on my work, but I'm getting too concerned
Every dollar that I earn, spending it on shit to burn
I don't think I'll ever learn, I just can't get over her
Free, free, free, free, free
I just wanna be free from this baggage you left me
Literally you left a giant suitcase at my crib
Can you please come by and pick up that shit?
I wanna be, free, free, free, free, free
I just wanna be free from this damage you left me
Literally I'm tryna live my life without the distract
But you always keep coming back (coming back, coming back)
Go Slow lyrics - Cam Meekins
Let's (go)
One time for my motherfuckin'
Yeah, yeah let's (go)
Haha, yeah, ay
Two times for the homie's two times (slow)
One time for the homie's one time (slow)
Yo, yo I'm tryna have my mind clear
I'm tryna meditate more often
Before I'm in a coffin tryna be someone accomplished
They say that loves addictive and I think I got a problem
You're tryna get acknowledged and I'm tryna get impalas
Lamborghini, genie in a bottle wishing they could be me
Internet rappers is cheesy cam'll make it look easy
Depressive thoughts will bring me down
You were probably the most talented girl I know
But you never gave yourself the crown
Long nights with fights got a hole in my wall
Cause we were texting long distance I got pissed when you called
Say you fucking with the vision but you didn't at all
You wanted me to stay local didn't want me to ball
Now the smoke clears I see it from a fresher perspective
Everything you ever want in life you gotta go get it
I ain't gonna be the one to stick around while you're venting
A relationships a two way street and I'm at the end of it
(Go) Yeah, yeah she say she wanna
Yeah she say she wanna
Yeah she say she wanna (go)
Yeah, yeah, yeah she say she wanna
Yeah she say she wanna
Yeah she say let's (slow)
Go slow
Yeah yeah, go slow
Yeah yeah, go slow
She said go (slow)
Go slow, she said go slow
When she dipped out the door said she's not coming back
People come with baggage that they gotta unpack
Hard to talk about it openly but then it really spoke to me
She never really rode with me, she really only coped with me
Yeah so the other day I was smoking weed
Opened up a text that I quickly got a chance to read
I don't know how i'ma turn this into poetry
But cam I really love you I just don't know what's the road for me
Couple scenarios, maybe it's authentic
Or maybe it's the new girl that I'm dating and she's jealous
Fuck the block is hot dog
No relish
Don't let yourself fall for the trap homie I'm telling you
Gotta step back I think these emotions falling you
She don't even like that you rap and that's like all you do
Got some problems and I can't even believe
But I gotta pull the plug man I'm rolling up my sleeve let's
(Go) Yeah, yeah she say she wanna
Yeah she say she wanna
Yeah she say she wanna (go)
Yeah, yeah, yeah she say she wanna
Yeah she say she wanna
Yeah she say go (slow)
Go slow
Yeah yeah, go slow
Yeah yeah, go slow
Go (slow)
Go slow
Yeah yeah, go slow
Yeah yeah, go slow
Yeah yeah, go slow
Yeah uh, its off the top of the head, top of the bed
She was chilling in my bed
And I had to take a text and read
Was someone said, the other day, it got to my head
And I was "oh fuck, code red, uh, uh"
Man this girl she trippin'
Like some Scholl I'm dippin'
Cause my goal it be livin'
You ain't seein' my vision
No-one seein' my vision
That's why I work by myself
So why they put you on a shelf
I'ma say less
(Go) Yeah, yeah she say she wanna
Yeah she say she wanna
Yeah she say she wanna (go)
Yeah, yeah, yeah she say she wanna
Yeah she say she wanna
Yeah she say go (slow)
Go slow
Yeah yeah, go slow
Yeah yeah, go slow
Go (slow)
Go slow
Yeah yeah, go slow
Yeah yeah, go slow
Yeah yeah, go slow
Go, go, slow, slow
Heart lyrics - Cam Meekins
Chapter One
Met you through a friend of ours
Hope was out of control
But look at what the end of ours
Coffee colored eyes
Sick of writing love songs
Awkward in disguise
Thought we were above problems
Freshman year at college
Depression got the best of her
Kept her wrist covered with her hair ties, rest assured
Everybody noticed, but no one offered help
When I told her "I don't care"
She said I'm "bad for myself"
I said "We got problems, but failure ain't an option"
When she dropped out of college and moved back from Wisconsin
It was like she never left, we got back in the swing of things
December was real cold, 'cos that was when we ended things
Neither of us took it well
Smoking, drinking, coping, thinking
How could I have made it better, guess we'll never know
Neither of us took it well
Smoking, drinking, coping, thinking
How could I have made it better, guess we'll never know
I broke someone's heart 'cause my heart was broken
But that really only made things worse
Deleted your phone as if I didn't have it memorized
Some people might say I'm cursed
But the best songs come from the worst feelings
Just wish I didn't hurt you first
But now I'm blowing up, writing songs about you
And you still won't hear my words
Chapter Two
Started seeing someone else
Deleted everything we had
Feelings fade, then they melt
Flash-forward a couple years
And a couple hundred beers
Added you on Instagram again, but I was stuck in fear
'Cos new dates, they was lacking something
It feels like I can never find someone complete as you
I'm laughing, fuck it
I'm back and forth
But finally picked up the phone
And said "Let's get a drink", I couldn't leave it alone
So we out now
Was feeling like the old days
She showed me her new tattoo, I said "You wanted that - always"
Went back to the crib and hit it both ways
And right about then is when I went back to insane
It's like when I am far from you, I want nothing but you
But when I have you here, it's like I'm only thinking "fuck you"
So maybe I'm the problem, I can't figure it out
Because no matter what I do, the cycle keeps going around
I broke someone's heart 'cos my heart was broken
But that really only made things worse
Deleted your phone as if I didn't have it memorized
Some people might say I'm cursed
But the best songs come from the worst feelings
Just wish I didn't hurt you first
But now I'm blowing up, writing songs about you
And you still won't hear my words
Heroin lyrics - Cam Meekins
They always wonder why I talk that shit
It's 'cause I've seen a lot of messed up shit
A lot of messed up kids that turned bad man they coulda been kings
Yeah
Every, every, yeah, uh
They always wonder why I talk that shit
It's 'cause I've seen a lot of messed up shit
A lot of messed up kids that turned bad man they coulda been kings
Anxiety has got me stressing, am I better than this?
I wanna tell my story, I ain't looking for sympathy
It's like these kids don't realize how fragile this shit can be
I was 18, just got put on to the scene
Out in Boston doing shows, I was trying to do me
Has a group of friends running around and they was older than me
A couple of them had some problems with some drugs
They was in the program, sorry to touch up on the subject, dawg
It ain't a slow jam, this real life, I had no plan
He was managing the club we would all perform at
I wanted to be famous and he said he had the format
Homie started managing me and pretty soon
We started traveling and doing shows, jamming to beats
We had this one show in New Jersey, Mac Miller was headlining
The school of rock in Hackensack, maybe it was bad timing
But homey he was sober, I was young and drinking
So he drove the car home, I guess I wasn't thinking
We're cruising down the highway, it was 2 in the morn
Back then it's no hotel, no getting paid to perform
My homie's in the driver seat, starts falling asleep
I'm screaming, "Wake the fuck up" this dude's crashing my jeep
He comes back to life, we stay cruising through the night
I ain't think nothing of it other than the dude was tired
I guess I should've realized the bigger picture
But pretty soon I'll find out but damn God I miss you
This ain't really, this ain't how shit goes
No one ever, no one ever knows
If you feel me don't let your friends go
Down that road man, man we all should know
This ain't really, this ain't how shit goes
No one ever, no one ever knows
If you feel me don't let your friends go
Down that road man, man we all should know
We all think this can't happen to us
But nowadays all it take is a injury to get on some drugs
He was the plug telling everybody about Cam Meekins
And then we found out that he was getting high before all his meetings
From Percocets to Oxys, pretty soon it's heroin
And then he found a savior and pretty soon she married him
And that was that, he skipped town on bad terms
Had some shit with club promoters, he ain't hold up his word
He ain't manage me no more but you know how it is
You wanna give these people help, you got your own life to live
Shit that's how I justified it and pretty soon
I had more money and more problems, shit I'm up to my eyelids
And I'm sorry for the rant but then I signed a deal
And thought that he was upset he ain't get no money from the event
We had a falling out, we all chucked it up
To homie figuring out his life out, we all shut him out
And this here is the lesson to learn, most of the time
People burning bridges on you, there's a reason they burn
Sometimes it's a cry for help but who am I
To be the bigger person 'cause I'm getting fucked up myself
Not drugs but the herb, but should I be concerned
Is it my responsibility when somebody is hurt
This shit's an epidemic, right? But still it took me
Six years just to get this fucking pennant right
I wish I had the answer, the government doesn't
I know you're listening right now but know somebody who doesn't
This dude nodded off while he had my life in his hands
We can't talk no more so this is how I write to you fam
When you don't do drugs yourself you think these people selfish
But when you think about it man, addiction is hell, shit
I'm 'bout to call my homie, try making it right
That's when I got the text that he had taken his life
This ain't really, this ain't how shit goes
No one ever, no one ever knows
If you feel me don't let your friends go
Down that road man, man we all should know
This ain't really, this ain't how shit goes
No one ever, no one ever knows
If you feel me don't let your friends go
Down that road man, man we all should know
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