Fraidadeath lyrics - Cam Meekins

Hey yo, I used to be afraid of death

Would think about it everyday, I guess I was depressed

But now I'm doing okay

The lights clear and my faith strong

I used to hate on, but now my days long

That's what I was made from

Everyday, people making these breaks and [?]

These crates I flip

Help me with mistakes and trips

I gotta get better

You gotta do something

I gotta work harder

You gotta stop frontin'

If you love someone then tell them that

Even when I'm sellin [?]

Still keeping hella facts

Just to tell you where I'm at

These songs hug your boy to survive

Would get up in the car and just drive

Until I started feeling alright

So play aloud homie

Do your thing thing

Cause I was just like you

And I'm okay kay

I make my own rules

I do my own thing

No matter where I go I know that I would never change

Peace

I am not, one of these other cats

And neither are you

If you listening right now it's cause this here is the truth

It ain't about, making it to the top just for the sake of it

It's about, having the influence to change this nation

Take the evil out the people of the other lines

Your hardcore raps, I call that shit the smother lines

I lay back on it

I think about the economy

And if I had a child, what would he or she grow up to be?

A rap singer, ballplayer, journalist to atheist

Is faith even gon' be a thing?

I think maybe just in 20 years, will any of this even matter?

If I were to die today, would I of made an impact?

Everybody goes through hard times so it evens out

And anybody can come from struggling to make it out

There's no excuse for half-assin it

I'm grabbing life full speed

And know that I'm ain't worried about the proceeds

I just breathe

Sometimes I just wish that

You knew how appreciated you were

And its like, I don't write these songs for you

I don't write these songs for them

I don't write these songs for me

It's just, the only way I know how to communicate

Cause 99% of the time I'm just quiet

But I'm holding on, I'm holding on, I'm holding on yea

I'm holding on for better days

I gotta get up, some way

I gotta get up, some way

I'm holding on for better days

I gotta get up, some way

I gotta get up, some way