Rolling Stone lyrics - Cam Meekins

I wanna go back but time ain't slowing down for me

I know that, my mind races, the gravity

Keeps pulling me down, you are always in town

Now I can't get around because you're slowing me down

I gotta break free, the birds gotta leave the nest

And so I went out west into the city of stress

And when my CD came out, you sent me a text

And I can still hear you screaming you don't like when I flex rap

I'm set back, it's one thing after another

So I'm skipping on the holidays, gotta get paid, hey

I'm flying to you but I'm leaving the same day

I can't stick around because the way that the race change

Don't worry 'bout it, there'll be plenty of fun times

I still remember when you scooped me at lunchtime

But nowadays I feel like it's the crunch time

Just tryna make a living outta spitting these punchlines

So see you when I see you, it'll all be good, yeah

'Cause when I make it out in Hollywood, uh

I'm coming back to make up for the past

But every time that I leave I wonder if it's the last, yeah

I know it seems like you can't get through

But I admire everything you do

And I just wanna thank you for the gifts you have

You know it's hard for me to say it but I miss you bad

And when I'm feeling like a rolling stone

I hear your voice telling me to come home

And I just wanna thank you for the gifts you have

You know it's hard for me to say it but I miss you bad

Sometimes I think I shouldn't be here in the first place

I know you never liked to call me on my birthday

You want the good vibes, you never like the sad one

I try to walk around proud to be my dad's son

I stomach too much, the weight been on my shoulder

I knew how much you carry when I saw you getting older

So I been living sober, tryna realize what I meant to do

And tryna figure out, why was I resenting you?

I only see you as a image in my head

When I'm laying in my bed or you saying what you said

On the voicemail you left then I'm planning a trip

While I'm planning praying for the day that I'm seeing you again

I know you probably saw my brother had a baby

We got the same initials, been thinking 'bout that lately

When one plane takes off another one lands

Know you had to break off, but I'ma still dance, hey

I know it seems like you can't get through

But I admire everything you do

And I just wanna thank you for the gifts you have

You know it's hard for me to say it but I miss you bad

And when I'm feeling like a rolling stone

I hear your voice telling me to come home

And I just wanna thank you for the gifts you have

You know it's hard for me to say it but I miss you bad

And when I look back I think about the positives

And all the negatives, I know you were an optimist

I'm tryna keep that same energy around

But I'd be lying if I said this didn't really get me down

But I'ma build it back up brick by brick

'Cause when you were down and out, that's exactly what you did

So we stand up playing cards, it's a long night

But I just wanna give you all my love for your long flight

I know it seems like you can't get through

But I admire everything you do

And I just wanna thank you for the gifts you have

You know it's hard for me to say it but I miss you bad

And when I'm feeling like a rolling stone

I hear your voice telling me to come home

And I just wanna thank you for the gifts you have

You know it's hard for me to say it but I miss you, dad