Cam Meekins other songs:

 

Band-Aid lyrics - Cam Meekins

She had coffee colored eyes, never wore lipstick

Boxed me in her thighs, never swore think quick

For tips she wore a low cut, so what?

Flow-nuts fell in love, she was sweeter than a donut

Oh but so emotional, got so boxed me in the top flow

Outting in my sea now

Taking me around to places I don't want to be now

Know she understand this she just got me on the rebound

Parents got her stressin about a college degree

Rich girl so she got to go to college for free

Told her there was no such thing as college for me

Then I went and peeled off in a new M3

Psych, I'm just a writer, occasional sample-biter

Nobody get her hyper cause she wetter than a cider

Scared of love, spiders

3 Am fighter

She bout to blow up, I think I might ignite her

So, it's horrible to have a convo you don't wanna have

When good things go bad you gotta do the math

Cut it off like band-aid, can't play with another heart

Shoulda listened to my man sayin: don't do it

You shoulda never got involved, now I'm sittin here in my thoughts

Tryna get lost, sometimes you just gotta make decisions

And do what's best for you, ah fuck it I'm just spittin

They say don't ever mix friends and business

You can see quick how cloudy the vision gets

Everybody got a homie that was your good friend till money got involved

Now you down to your with's end

I'm thinking like, we gotta plan homie

Why you never did stuff

Blaming him, but it's me who gotta step up

Workin hard, people really wanna feed off you

It's all good, Imma see you when I see you dude

It's never easy making hard decisions

But Dead-weight is dead weight, not even kiddin

You can waste your whole life not cutting people off

Getting wasted all night til they cutting you off

But Me, I got a dream

And me I got a team

Working harder than these mother fuckers

That's behind the scenes, so now I'm finna get it

And When they look surprised, tell em sucker fuckin did it

And look me in my eyes

If your label ain't pushin you to push it yourself

If your partner ain't pushin you, then find someone else

Everybody's real quick to sit around and complain

But nobody stands up and does something about it, main

I'm just hopin this inspires the kids

Relationships and business, it's all the same shit

I Roll me up a joint and sit back and reflect

Say peace to the people and the past that I left

Look man, I know a lot of you probably goin through the same shit

Sitting there with people who are cancerous to your life,

Right next to you on your left and your right

And it's not easy to make that decision to just cut people off

And just keep on moving I'm telling you, but don't be soft

You gotta do this man I'm telling you, you got this

And I'll be there to get you

Cause If you got a dream, you got something your working towards

And people don't understand your values and your vision

If they're not helping you get to where you need to be

Then they're not worth being around in the first place, ya know what I'm sayin?

Don't lose sight of the fact that you know what's best for yourself, man

You gotta just keep doing you

And believe in yourself

Can't Sing The Hook lyrics - Cam Meekins

A lotta corny rappers (Yuh) emulate my path (Yeah)

They see the lengths I've gone, they wanna copy that

Yes Sir

These [?] one of the best to do it right from the east coast

On tour fillin' hotel rooms up with the weed smoke

A lotta corny rappers (Yuh) emulate my path (Yeah)

They see the lengths I've gone, they wanna copy that (Wanna copy that)

Call this coffee rap, I'm off three right now (True)

Plus I been smokin' weed, makin' my parents proud (Damn)

I try to simplify

These complications in my life, that's when I almost died

And you don't know about that feeling that I have inside

Or maybe you do, and if you do, I'm sendin' all the vibes

Movin' on to new obsessions, I was in the session

Ain't talkin' studio, but we would [?] in the joint and then we'd talk about the lessons

That we learned in class, knowin' I would never pass

Knowin' if the homies ain't text back then they probly passed

Out yeah, now I be cashed out, yeah

For the month, and that ain't even me tryna stunt

I'm just sayin what I want, I'm just doin' what I want

I'm tryna grow up and live, show up and live

I said show up, live

I been stuck

On this road

I been on

For like way too long

Tryna fig'

'Ure out all

Of my problems, it's more than one

And I can't set the hook for this muh

Tha fuckin' song

So if you

Feel the way

That I do then sing along

Yo, lot of rappers came and went

But what stayed the same

Was Cam Meekins was still runnin' laps around the whole game

I used to hang out by the track when I was fourteen

Tryna talk to girls, then I grew up and my goals changed

Now I want the Gold Range, all these people doin' cocaine

Because they soul's deranged, you can feel this beat in your shoulder blades

That's how motivation to live be

I'm just tryna level up, smoke a joint out on the beach

When I was growin' up, we would hacky sack our fees

Now I'm gettin' twenty racks to lay my raps up on a feat

But I ain't worried 'bout the stacks because how happy can you be?

If you sittin' in that big ass house without no family

It don't matter what you got if you lose your sanity

And you wearin' all those clothes 'cause you got that vanity

This is just a conversation between me and myself

Tryna level up, and get it together, focus on my health

I been stuck

On this road

I been on

For like way too long

Tryna fig'

'Ure out all

Of my problems, it's more than one

And I can't set the hook for this muh

Tha fuckin' song

So if you

Feel the way

That I do then sing along

Close To See lyrics - Cam Meekins (feat. Vixxle)

Does it ever feel like you're gettin' too close to see?

Wanna hallucinate the vision what I'm supposed to be

Just sit back and chill and let it breathe

Let it breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe

Do you ever feel like you're gettin' too close to see?

Wanna stay like this forever if it's up to me

Just sit back and chill and let it breathe

Let it breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe

I just got pulled over for textin' and drivin'

Hope they don't find my weed

Been fallin' off from people I known for years

'Cause they ain't on my speed

Ayo

New phone, who this?

Two tone, new wrists

Said if you love me, then

Please don't do this

I couldn't go to school

Bad student

Can't waste my life away

Just bought a new whip

Want me to fall in line but I'ma flatline

When I came out, I swear I feel like I was baptized

I got a new lease and I ain't talkin' 'bout them AX-5

I'ma stack mine, keep releasin' these fact lines

'Til I get respect to pay respect but they don't hear it

On this plane, I can't fail because I got way too much spirit

Said, "It's a miracle he doin' what he said he'd do in life"

'Til I'm a vegetable, I'm tellin' you what compels me with this mic

C'mon

Does it ever feel like you're gettin' too close to see?

Wanna hallucinate the vision what I'm supposed to be

Just sit back and chill and let it breathe

Let it breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe

Do you ever feel like you're gettin' too close to see?

Wanna stay like this forever if it's up to me

Just sit back and chill and let it breathe

Let it breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe

Growin' up, I used to wanna be my favorite rappers

But then I found out my favorite rappers was some actors

Ever since '05 and markin' out the atlas

But as a whole, they still haven't felt the passion

I'd rather die real alone than fake and live

Tryna pass good morals to my grandkids

'Cause not stickin' with my day one's ain't it

Before Carti came out, been tryna die lit

Always keep a level head when I'm unstable

You gotta keep it goin' even when they ain't faithful

So I'm flexin' on these hoes, we don't got a label

That's how I'm tuned in to the tunnel, like cable

Does it ever feel like you're gettin' too close to see?

Wanna hallucinate the vision what I'm supposed to be

Just sit back and chill and let it breathe

Let it breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe

Do you ever feel like you're gettin' too close to see?

Wanna stay like this forever if it's up to me

Just sit back and chill and let it breathe

Let it breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe

Coffee lyrics - Cam Meekins

If you just put water in coffee does it work?

I tell you straight up, I got a real thing for you

I saw you with your friends

And I was like, I dunno what to do

We took a shot at Casamigo's

I had to tough it out cause I really hated tequila

But it feel like nothing now

Because this love that I feel, is crazier than crazy

Sometimes I dunno what I did to get your ass to date me

Maybe it was the alcohol, maybe it's just the energy

I messaged you six months ago like

"Yo, you wanna be friends with me?"

And you curved that shit, but I'm persistent and I stuck with it

And when I met you that night at the bar we kissed within five minutes

And ooo that shit was sweet

Sweeter than your coffee that I get you every morning

Even tho sometimes you exhaust me, it's in a good way

Cause we having so much fun

We traveling we on the run girl I swear you the one

I often write about the shit that hurts me

But this time I'm writing about the shit that works for me

Yea

Everyday I get her coffee in the afternoon

Only time we waking up when it's after two

Last night we got stoned with nothing to do

She said I got a lotta love and it's just for you

Another day of skipping class cause she hates her school

I'm always tryna mess it up but she keeps me cool

Last night we drank wine with nothing to do

She said I got a lotta love and it's just for you

The sweetest love is when the past doesn't matter

And when we young it always ends in disaster

But we from the same neighborhood she live two towns away

So girl if you down today I wanna take you on a date

I'm on some real shit, whatever I say I mean it

We out in the East Village, cause your apartment you never clean it

And we getting stoned discussing life

Sometimes I feel a little lost but when we chillin, everything is alright

And even though you take up all my closet space

And you didn't let me bring weed to your mom's place

I still love you

Taking trips you always pack extra, and I pack too light

So you the yin to my yang

And when there's darkness you the light

I'm tryna write you something to show you how I feel

It probably won't do it justice but I still keep it real

And one thing's for sure, Imma always be true

Through the good times and bad times I'm still here for you

Everyday I get her coffee in the afternoon

Only time we waking up when it's after two

Last night we got stoned with nothing to do

She said I got a lotta love and it's just for you

Another day of skipping class cause she hates her school

I'm always tryna mess it up but she keeps me cool

Last night we drank wine with nothing to do

She said I got a lotta love and it's just for you

[x2]

Come Thru lyrics - Cam Meekins

I don't really know anything but us

So baby come thru cause the squad goin' up

Its just me and my homies and we rollin' up

It's just another Sunday and its what we does

And I don't really care about your mans if he hatin'

Baby girl I'm not waitin'

Come thru, come thru, come thru, come thru, come thru, come thru

I like my joints like my girls, skinny

And I got a plan to run the world, really

You don't understand why I'm on but I'm on bro

Your ex gave me top and I'm talkin' like a sombrero

And I'm smokin' weed that's like every single day

Used to sell that shit in school, now I'm rappin' getting paid

And I'm always 15 late

Take her on a date

You taking her to Denny's and we out here getting steak

She playing with my thumb

Her face goin' numb

Blaine in the back and my homie going dumb

You know he from the bay but me I rep the bean

I'm smokin' on that green I'm lookin' hella lean

Cause the skinny boy clean

Fresh face, fresh fit no I stay fresh man

But I ain't a freshman

Picking up a zip I might sell the half of it

Think my lifes crazy but you don't know the half of it

I don't really know anything but us

So baby come thru cause the squad goin' up

Its just me and my homies and we rollin' up

It's just another Sunday and its what we does

And I don't really care about your mans if he hatin'

Baby girl I'm not waitin'

Come thru, come thru, come thru, come thru, come thru, come thru

Girl you know I got an extra long day

Ahead of me

Tuesday its Erica, Wednesday its Bethany

Thursday its Savannah and Friday its Stefanie

Really I ain't lyin' man this shit gon' be the death of me, ah

I be on the Westside skateboarding

And I know they want the album but wait for it

Me and Pete got the heat so she shake for it

And we mix that shit with waves, wake-boarding

I don't really know anything but us

So baby come thru cause the squad goin' up

Its just me and my homies and we rollin' up

It's just another Sunday and its what we does

And I don't really care about your mans if he hatin'

Baby girl I'm not waitin'

Come thru, come thru, come thru, come thru, come thru, come thru

Smokin' on a doobie

Documentaries lyrics - Cam Meekins

I seen a lot of things on this road that I've been on

And spent a lot of time on the hustle tryna get on

Just tryna drink some wine, watch some documentaries

Fuck what they said to me

I'm legendary status, all this money, I had this

Two things you'll always find me with a spliff and a bad bitch

Man, I ain't never been about that livin' it average

Ever since I ditched class and used to be on some sad shit

I'm pourin' out some liquor, memories of my dad, shit

That dude was legendary, Will Smith and his dog

I'm rollin' up a fun stick that's as big as a log

Been tryna focus on the fitness, I been hittin' the jog

Everyday I'm out here doing my job

Feelin' inspired really, off the randomness of it all

I'm happy to be alive, my attitude's gettin' high

That's really why I often times be movin' slow when I drive

I switched it up from cream to almond milk

But I guess it's cool with oat now

You peep my catalogue, I'm like the GOAT now

The verse is so prolific like he got a ghost now

I never slow down, that's really why it's time to go now

I seen a lot of things on this road that I've been on

And spent a lot of time on the hustle tryna get on

Just tryna drink some wine, watch some documentaries

Fuck what they said to me

On a mission tryna find myself

Why I look for followers when I be blind myself?

Why I hate the way the mirror don't define my health?

Certain pictures in my mind, I'm gettin' by myself

I turned the leaf, I'm on a whole new path

Had to tell my friends I'm changin'

Then my whole crew laughed

Still remember days when I was sittin', troll through class

Thinkin 'bout the bad teachers I could lowkey smash

They never wanna see you change until it's too late

I knew I loved her, I could tell right after two days

Expenses double when you start cookin' for two plates

A good relationship has gotta power through hate

I used to hate the way she made me real

Not some imaginary version of myself that I see

She said "I love the way you make me feel"

Then she laid down on the pillow so comfortably

I'm in a haze for 12 months

These blurred days of gettin' blunted

Really I was only frontin'

When I said that's all I wanted

'Cause really nothin satisfyin'

While my life is just passin' by

I get a massive high and say "What's up?"

I'm puttin' on a front like everyday

While my sunny days turn to rain

I seen a lot of things on this road that I've been on

And spent a lot of time on the hustle tryna get on

Just tryna drink some wine, watch some documentaries

Fuck what they said to me

East Coast lyrics - Cam Meekins

I just took a plane to the east coast

Met some girls that were sayin' "yeah we smoke"

Brought 'em back to the telly where I spent a couple bands

College girls tryna tell me 'bout their life plans

I'm like oh man, oh man, oh man

I'm so stoned man zoned in brought four friends

And its lit every time I'm on the east coast

Talk shit that's how we do it on the east coast

I just made a couple thousand at the show but really it was nothing

I just made a couple drinks for bitches man I really feel like stunting

Haters talking cause I'm at the top I don't ever stop, yeah

In the telly I just got some top 'bout to cop a drop, yeah

In my zone 'bout to do my own thing

Google Chrome I'm just too alone

Think to myself 'bout to write a poem

King of the raps throwing me a bone blink

182, I need a baddie or fuck maybe two

I popped a Addy and Lexapro too

But I don't give a fuck cause I'm the truth, oh

She wanna fuck with a rapper

She said her boyfriend don't matter

But this might be a disaster

After I hit it I Casper

And I'm smoking something with intent

Getting drunk talking 'bout this east coast shit

I just took a plane to the east coast

Met some girls that were sayin' "yeah we smoke"

Brought 'em back to the telly where I spent a couple bands

College girls tryna tell me 'bout their life plans

I'm like oh man, oh man, oh man

I'm so stoned man zoned in brought four friends

And its lit every time I'm on the east coast

Talk shit that's how we do it on the east coast

I just do what I want

Smoking trees but no blunts

Hate the kid when he stunts

But you don't ever say nothing

I don't go to the club

Unless they let me wear hats

Unless they let me blow packs

So where the LCF at?

Got a big blue watch yeah its just a roley

Living for myself and I feel so holy

Climbing to the top tryna find the meaning of life

Through a bottle, its so deceiving

Fucked up living all around the world

But the east side where I got the baddest girls

And I don't really mean to sound superficial

But the low key pop rap's super fiscal

And I do it for the team bitch really mean this

The Lamp City family and you ain't never seen this

But it's fine all we need is time

Cause we 'bout to blow up like a god damn land mine

Everybody like god damn Cam high

Turnt up and I got my hand high

East coast where I'm tryna be

Turn up if you fuck with me

I just took a plane to the east coast

Met some girls that were sayin' "yeah we smoke"

Brought 'em back to the telly where I spent a couple bands

College girls tryna tell me 'bout their life plans

I'm like oh man, oh man, oh man

I'm so stoned man zoned in brought four friends

And its lit every time I'm on the east coast

Talk shit that's how we do it on the east coast

Everything I Do lyrics - Cam Meekins

This is not to talk shit this is just to spit facts

I ain't really with your raps I ain't really with the cats

Who on twitter talking wack you can put that all caps

Come and see my ass in person I'ma knock your fitted cap

Man I'm sick of playing games I had to make a change

Told myself that I'ma be a millionaire I'm halfway

I just do it for the art I did it from the start

By myself made the beats and the art check the heart

Lost my spleen when I was younger that really make me wonder

Thought my ass was gonna die guess I'm here a little longer

Got the mind of a maniac thoughts like a braniac

Told these twitter rappers you can go and have your xannies back

The game's full of snakes I know cause I'm a part of it

I know all of these label head dudes they retarded

And it's like I'm the prophet I'm tryna spread the wisdom

Now people asking bout Cam Meekins like who is him

I'ma tell you right now I'ma real ass dude

And I'ma tell it like it is til that shit get me sued

You probably see me going hard I got something to prove

Motherfuckers couldn't even walk a block in my shoes

Man my mind's full of visions I made some bad decisions

Every step you take back helps you see the bigger picture

I just spit that raw shit like what comes to my head

I might spit that God shit to help me out when I'm dead

Everything I do's for you... everything I do's for you

Been smoking more weeeeeeeed than I need to do

[*gibberish*]

Fuck a label cause that bitch can not erase me

[?] had me running round the city she can taste me

Atlantic records told me they gon' shelf me like a pastry

Left the fucking deal now I'm making all this cake g it's real

Do it for your motherfucking self

I got dreams of a million cause money fucking helps

Ain't talking buying clothes man I'm talking buying votes

Making change with your change man that's how this shit goes

I decided last year I was done taking shit

Had to cut some people off lost some friends to this biz

You can wish some people well without letting them bring your ass down

So these toxic people don't keep them around

I been traveling and smoking and babbling and coping

But these punk motherfuckers never make me lose focus

How the hell you put that ass in them super tight clothes

Why the hell they put the glass on the back of the phone

I remember when my mom had to bail me out

And I remember high school they can't fail me now

I had this chip on my shoulder for my whole entire life

Every single person ever told me that I couldn't write but

Everything I do's for you all the people I was smarter than be going to school

But I just found my craft mastered it and made the shit happen

Bout to make it to the top I won't ever stop rapping

Fraidadeath lyrics - Cam Meekins

Hey yo, I used to be afraid of death

Would think about it everyday, I guess I was depressed

But now I'm doing okay

The lights clear and my faith strong

I used to hate on, but now my days long

That's what I was made from

Everyday, people making these breaks and [?]

These crates I flip

Help me with mistakes and trips

I gotta get better

You gotta do something

I gotta work harder

You gotta stop frontin'

If you love someone then tell them that

Even when I'm sellin [?]

Still keeping hella facts

Just to tell you where I'm at

These songs hug your boy to survive

Would get up in the car and just drive

Until I started feeling alright

So play aloud homie

Do your thing thing

Cause I was just like you

And I'm okay kay

I make my own rules

I do my own thing

No matter where I go I know that I would never change

Peace

I am not, one of these other cats

And neither are you

If you listening right now it's cause this here is the truth

It ain't about, making it to the top just for the sake of it

It's about, having the influence to change this nation

Take the evil out the people of the other lines

Your hardcore raps, I call that shit the smother lines

I lay back on it

I think about the economy

And if I had a child, what would he or she grow up to be?

A rap singer, ballplayer, journalist to atheist

Is faith even gon' be a thing?

I think maybe just in 20 years, will any of this even matter?

If I were to die today, would I of made an impact?

Everybody goes through hard times so it evens out

And anybody can come from struggling to make it out

There's no excuse for half-assin it

I'm grabbing life full speed

And know that I'm ain't worried about the proceeds

I just breathe

Sometimes I just wish that

You knew how appreciated you were

And its like, I don't write these songs for you

I don't write these songs for them

I don't write these songs for me

It's just, the only way I know how to communicate

Cause 99% of the time I'm just quiet

But I'm holding on, I'm holding on, I'm holding on yea

I'm holding on for better days

I gotta get up, some way

I gotta get up, some way

I'm holding on for better days

I gotta get up, some way

I gotta get up, some way

Free lyrics - Cam Meekins

Let's go

Yeah

One time, one time in it, one time

Deleted your number and threw my phone into the street

Live on the 26th floor, I move out in a week

Got your fucking clothes hanging up, writing the beats

Can't get a single thought across without feeling weak

Swear it's like the hardest part to throw the memories away

All these fucking online posts hemorrhaging me

I don't really have the heart to go through this again

My emotions don't exist no more, so I'll just pretend

I don't really understand the generation we in

We just break up and fucking post pictures again

We were never really happy when we posted those pictures

But I can't remember bad times, now it's ridiculous

I only feel the good times ringing and I'm missing you

Thinking 'bout your dirty ass apartment I was kissing you

If I had to do it all again, I don't know if I loved you

Or I just got obsessed with fixing you

Someone get a hold of me, feelings are controlling me

I just need to roll some weed, I know I'm supposed to be

Focused on the road 'fore me, travelling this road for free

Feeling like you're choking me, fuck, it's taking over me

But I really don't believe anyone can roll with me

You and I were preconceived notions and I couldn't see

Hoping I can find relieve, gotta look inside of me

Feel the past guiding me, I just wanna fly and be

Free, free, free, free, free

I just wanna be free from this baggage you left me

Literally you left a giant suitcase at my crib

Can you please come by and pick up that shit?

I wanna be, free, free, free, free, free

I just wanna be free from this damage you left me

Literally I'm tryna live my life without the distract

But you always keep coming back (coming back, coming back)

I see you with your new dude, I hope you're happy

Just tell him I made 12 thousand last month from rapping

I really brought the game back, like I'm the captain

Smoke alone in penthouse apartments in Manhattan

And when I'm at the top remember me

I dunno why I feel this way, is it the Hennessy?

I used to never drink or smoke, but now my mind is too corrupt

I'm upgrading with my substances and all I do is drugs

But I'ma find my way and make rhyming pay

I lock myself into a room and make a song a day

So I guess I gotta thank you for the inspo

Didn't expect it to be quite like this though

I feel something taking over me, shaping me like potpourri

Shaking when I go to sleep, crazy y'all don't notice me

Hazey, try to focus B, never get the most of me

Always in another place, demons be approaching me

Somehow I just make it work, twisted and I go berzerk

Tryna focus on my work, but I'm getting too concerned

Every dollar that I earn, spending it on shit to burn

I don't think I'll ever learn, I just can't get over her

Free, free, free, free, free

I just wanna be free from this baggage you left me

Literally you left a giant suitcase at my crib

Can you please come by and pick up that shit?

I wanna be, free, free, free, free, free

I just wanna be free from this damage you left me

Literally I'm tryna live my life without the distract

But you always keep coming back (coming back, coming back)

Go Slow lyrics - Cam Meekins

Let's (go)

One time for my motherfuckin'

Yeah, yeah let's (go)

Haha, yeah, ay

Two times for the homie's two times (slow)

One time for the homie's one time (slow)

Yo, yo I'm tryna have my mind clear

I'm tryna meditate more often

Before I'm in a coffin tryna be someone accomplished

They say that loves addictive and I think I got a problem

You're tryna get acknowledged and I'm tryna get impalas

Lamborghini, genie in a bottle wishing they could be me

Internet rappers is cheesy cam'll make it look easy

Depressive thoughts will bring me down

You were probably the most talented girl I know

But you never gave yourself the crown

Long nights with fights got a hole in my wall

Cause we were texting long distance I got pissed when you called

Say you fucking with the vision but you didn't at all

You wanted me to stay local didn't want me to ball

Now the smoke clears I see it from a fresher perspective

Everything you ever want in life you gotta go get it

I ain't gonna be the one to stick around while you're venting

A relationships a two way street and I'm at the end of it

(Go) Yeah, yeah she say she wanna

Yeah she say she wanna

Yeah she say she wanna (go)

Yeah, yeah, yeah she say she wanna

Yeah she say she wanna

Yeah she say let's (slow)

Go slow

Yeah yeah, go slow

Yeah yeah, go slow

She said go (slow)

Go slow, she said go slow

When she dipped out the door said she's not coming back

People come with baggage that they gotta unpack

Hard to talk about it openly but then it really spoke to me

She never really rode with me, she really only coped with me

Yeah so the other day I was smoking weed

Opened up a text that I quickly got a chance to read

I don't know how i'ma turn this into poetry

But cam I really love you I just don't know what's the road for me

Couple scenarios, maybe it's authentic

Or maybe it's the new girl that I'm dating and she's jealous

Fuck the block is hot dog

No relish

Don't let yourself fall for the trap homie I'm telling you

Gotta step back I think these emotions falling you

She don't even like that you rap and that's like all you do

Got some problems and I can't even believe

But I gotta pull the plug man I'm rolling up my sleeve let's

(Go) Yeah, yeah she say she wanna

Yeah she say she wanna

Yeah she say she wanna (go)

Yeah, yeah, yeah she say she wanna

Yeah she say she wanna

Yeah she say go (slow)

Go slow

Yeah yeah, go slow

Yeah yeah, go slow

Go (slow)

Go slow

Yeah yeah, go slow

Yeah yeah, go slow

Yeah yeah, go slow

Yeah uh, its off the top of the head, top of the bed

She was chilling in my bed

And I had to take a text and read

Was someone said, the other day, it got to my head

And I was "oh fuck, code red, uh, uh"

Man this girl she trippin'

Like some Scholl I'm dippin'

Cause my goal it be livin'

You ain't seein' my vision

No-one seein' my vision

That's why I work by myself

So why they put you on a shelf

I'ma say less

(Go) Yeah, yeah she say she wanna

Yeah she say she wanna

Yeah she say she wanna (go)

Yeah, yeah, yeah she say she wanna

Yeah she say she wanna

Yeah she say go (slow)

Go slow

Yeah yeah, go slow

Yeah yeah, go slow

Go (slow)

Go slow

Yeah yeah, go slow

Yeah yeah, go slow

Yeah yeah, go slow

Go, go, slow, slow

Heart lyrics - Cam Meekins

Chapter One

Met you through a friend of ours

Hope was out of control

But look at what the end of ours

Coffee colored eyes

Sick of writing love songs

Awkward in disguise

Thought we were above problems

Freshman year at college

Depression got the best of her

Kept her wrist covered with her hair ties, rest assured

Everybody noticed, but no one offered help

When I told her "I don't care"

She said I'm "bad for myself"

I said "We got problems, but failure ain't an option"

When she dropped out of college and moved back from Wisconsin

It was like she never left, we got back in the swing of things

December was real cold, 'cos that was when we ended things

Neither of us took it well

Smoking, drinking, coping, thinking

How could I have made it better, guess we'll never know

Neither of us took it well

Smoking, drinking, coping, thinking

How could I have made it better, guess we'll never know

I broke someone's heart 'cause my heart was broken

But that really only made things worse

Deleted your phone as if I didn't have it memorized

Some people might say I'm cursed

But the best songs come from the worst feelings

Just wish I didn't hurt you first

But now I'm blowing up, writing songs about you

And you still won't hear my words

Chapter Two

Started seeing someone else

Deleted everything we had

Feelings fade, then they melt

Flash-forward a couple years

And a couple hundred beers

Added you on Instagram again, but I was stuck in fear

'Cos new dates, they was lacking something

It feels like I can never find someone complete as you

I'm laughing, fuck it

I'm back and forth

But finally picked up the phone

And said "Let's get a drink", I couldn't leave it alone

So we out now

Was feeling like the old days

She showed me her new tattoo, I said "You wanted that - always"

Went back to the crib and hit it both ways

And right about then is when I went back to insane

It's like when I am far from you, I want nothing but you

But when I have you here, it's like I'm only thinking "fuck you"

So maybe I'm the problem, I can't figure it out

Because no matter what I do, the cycle keeps going around

I broke someone's heart 'cos my heart was broken

But that really only made things worse

Deleted your phone as if I didn't have it memorized

Some people might say I'm cursed

But the best songs come from the worst feelings

Just wish I didn't hurt you first

But now I'm blowing up, writing songs about you

And you still won't hear my words

Heroin lyrics - Cam Meekins

They always wonder why I talk that shit

It's 'cause I've seen a lot of messed up shit

A lot of messed up kids that turned bad man they coulda been kings

Yeah

Every, every, yeah, uh

They always wonder why I talk that shit

It's 'cause I've seen a lot of messed up shit

A lot of messed up kids that turned bad man they coulda been kings

Anxiety has got me stressing, am I better than this?

I wanna tell my story, I ain't looking for sympathy

It's like these kids don't realize how fragile this shit can be

I was 18, just got put on to the scene

Out in Boston doing shows, I was trying to do me

Has a group of friends running around and they was older than me

A couple of them had some problems with some drugs

They was in the program, sorry to touch up on the subject, dawg

It ain't a slow jam, this real life, I had no plan

He was managing the club we would all perform at

I wanted to be famous and he said he had the format

Homie started managing me and pretty soon

We started traveling and doing shows, jamming to beats

We had this one show in New Jersey, Mac Miller was headlining

The school of rock in Hackensack, maybe it was bad timing

But homey he was sober, I was young and drinking

So he drove the car home, I guess I wasn't thinking

We're cruising down the highway, it was 2 in the morn

Back then it's no hotel, no getting paid to perform

My homie's in the driver seat, starts falling asleep

I'm screaming, "Wake the fuck up" this dude's crashing my jeep

He comes back to life, we stay cruising through the night

I ain't think nothing of it other than the dude was tired

I guess I should've realized the bigger picture

But pretty soon I'll find out but damn God I miss you

This ain't really, this ain't how shit goes

No one ever, no one ever knows

If you feel me don't let your friends go

Down that road man, man we all should know

This ain't really, this ain't how shit goes

No one ever, no one ever knows

If you feel me don't let your friends go

Down that road man, man we all should know

We all think this can't happen to us

But nowadays all it take is a injury to get on some drugs

He was the plug telling everybody about Cam Meekins

And then we found out that he was getting high before all his meetings

From Percocets to Oxys, pretty soon it's heroin

And then he found a savior and pretty soon she married him

And that was that, he skipped town on bad terms

Had some shit with club promoters, he ain't hold up his word

He ain't manage me no more but you know how it is

You wanna give these people help, you got your own life to live

Shit that's how I justified it and pretty soon

I had more money and more problems, shit I'm up to my eyelids

And I'm sorry for the rant but then I signed a deal

And thought that he was upset he ain't get no money from the event

We had a falling out, we all chucked it up

To homie figuring out his life out, we all shut him out

And this here is the lesson to learn, most of the time

People burning bridges on you, there's a reason they burn

Sometimes it's a cry for help but who am I

To be the bigger person 'cause I'm getting fucked up myself

Not drugs but the herb, but should I be concerned

Is it my responsibility when somebody is hurt

This shit's an epidemic, right? But still it took me

Six years just to get this fucking pennant right

I wish I had the answer, the government doesn't

I know you're listening right now but know somebody who doesn't

This dude nodded off while he had my life in his hands

We can't talk no more so this is how I write to you fam

When you don't do drugs yourself you think these people selfish

But when you think about it man, addiction is hell, shit

I'm 'bout to call my homie, try making it right

That's when I got the text that he had taken his life

This ain't really, this ain't how shit goes

No one ever, no one ever knows

If you feel me don't let your friends go

Down that road man, man we all should know

This ain't really, this ain't how shit goes

No one ever, no one ever knows

If you feel me don't let your friends go

Down that road man, man we all should know

Hunter Thompson lyrics - Cam Meekins (feat. Allday)

[Cam Meekins:]

I make my own money, homie, that's the plan

And everybody wanna be the motherfucking man

Pussy so dumb but she still in school

The last thing I'll do is listen to you

'Cause I'm Hunter Thompson

'Cause I'm Hunter Thompson

I wake up in the morning at 10:00am

I roll up in the whip to get coffee again

I roll me up a joint but got pending charges

She pissed my phone's dead, it's not sending, charge it

I never want to college, but baby, I'm a bachelor

Hit it from the back, flipped her over like a spatula

Don't like catching up, my bills still ain't paid though

Spent all my checks on my clothes, I don't save hoes

My mom smokes hydro, her son writes raps

Some people do the normal thing but I don't do that

See, I got my cool back, I be on some new shit

Got my girl some new gifts, you don't ever do that

I be faded like it's water

Caught her stunting so I bought her others

Me, I never fuck with covers

Niykee Heaton should've stuck to covers

I don't know, that was a random-ass bar

Last night I got drunk at a random-ass bar

My phone autocorrects "bar" to "bae" now

That's how you know she real

And she always gon' stay down

We in this bitch, no greyhound

I got some bad habits, finna quit 'em

These bad bitches guilty, I'll probably just acquit 'em

My jeans got rips but it's beautifully stitched

The team-team's getting rich tryna shoot for the tip

My sand top, what you know about the hustle it takes?

What you know about making more than five beats a day?

What I got to do to get these fools to realize?

I don't stare at her fake lips, I look into her real eyes

Your sample sound like fake clips

Shit, I don't even clear mine

Smoking out the bong, dog, you probably couldn't clear mine

I'm stressed out

As far as moves, I got a hundred, come and fuck with me

I'm crazy in my own mind but you'll never fucking see

As far as moves, I got a hundred, come and fuck with me

I'm crazy in my head but you'll never get to fucking see

I make my own money, homie, that's the plan

And everybody wanna be the motherfucking man

Pussy so dumb but she still in school

The last thing I'll do is listen to you

'Cause I'm Hunter Thompson

'Cause I'm Hunter Thompson

[Allday:]

I wake up every morning and fall asleep

Wake up at 2:00pm and record some heat

I find myself dodging when these other girls call me

I miss them girls' bodies but I miss you, dog, probably

But you know I'm off on a different course

And I want rides with different doors

I was just so insecure then, I really think you're better off

(I really think you're better off)

I know you show your friends my Snapchats

But I still snap back, 'cause I swear you're that bad

My life is a movie, shower them like Mad Max

Still ain't been to Paris but, boy, I go to Pena

This is the gonzo God flow, when I blow, I move to Colorado (Colarado)

Blow a million when my boys visit

My life crazy, and I make my own

[Cam Meekins:]

I make my own money, homie, that's the plan

And everybody wanna be the motherfucking man

Pussy so dumb but she still in school

The last thing I'll do is listen to you

'Cause I'm Hunter Thompson

'Cause I'm Hunter Thompson

I Got You lyrics - Cam Meekins

Man, I'm weird lookin'

But I could still get the ladies

Don't got a job

But I could still get Mercedes

A lot of people that love me

And a lot of people that hate me

But all these things I'm talkin' about are really the things that make me

I feel like I'm too skinny, so I workout

Worry about my skin so much that I broke out

Been rappin' hard for ten years and still ain't had a breakout hit

When I look back at my life, I feel like, "Damn, that's it?"

This TikTok shit stay fuckin' with my head

I guess since I don't got the Lamborghini then I'm better off dead

They'll prolly cancel me before I get this rap out

Used to say I got bitches

But I guess that's bad now

Tryna do better

All this pressure's got my mind racin'

I know that God's got a plan, I guess I'm fine waitin'

I'm done comparin' myself, I love the skin that I'm in

I do deserve all this love, I know that I'm gonna win

Man, all these differences we got is actually the blessing

We gotta listen more, tell me, what's your perspective?

So I ain't never feelin' down about what makes me unique

Feel like I'm findin' the light, feel like I finally can see

You know?

Damn that was some real shit

Listen up you gotta just give it to 'em real

You gotta say some shit (Okay)

You gotta (Okay)

Sing, you gotta rap (Alright I can do that)

You gotta do what you do, (I can do that)

Y'know what I'm sayin? (I can do that)

Do what you do (Ayo)

Things don't always make sense sometimes, but

Stick to the plan and I got you (You know it)

And it feels like we losin' time, but

God's got a plan and that's my truth (It is)

And I been down that road

I seen it all go cold

So you don't gotta tell me, 'cause it's all been told

I know we gonna get through this time, man

Stick to the plan and I got you (Yeah)

In My Paper lyrics - J.Lately & Cam Meekins

All I need is some green in my paper

All this stressing ain't even my nature

My day job doesn't trip that I'm smoking

Pray these odds will keep in my favor I

Might be on the go a little too much

All that moving slow doesn't do much

I don't like to argue with you much

Rather blow big smoke like kahunas

Why you wanna save your soul just to waste it

I was smoking mid I could taste it

Studio just a mic in the closet

Still that shit drip like faucet, oh yeah

Know some people who owe me still

Know some people who could call me bro but don't know me still

I be hella shy some people take it as phony still

I could tell my mind to chill but bet that it won't be still

Running like athletes

Bet my feet following at least

Yall got boredom I got that least

I got work in the morning shit's weak

Single still overperforming this week

I should be rolling up more in this sweet huh

Just light a candle in the room

Won't let the landlord kill my mood

I don't bounce your checks

So don't worry which ounce burns next

And that's exactly how I feel my dude

Rather start my day with a smile though

Your loss it doesn't mean that they hit the lotto

Their loss it doesn't do that much to benefit me

Not like when they give me free weed and send it swiftly

All that ra-ra in the booth and pen is iffy

I don't got enough self confidence to do that

I don't got enough fake friends to be where you at

I didn't think she'd do all of that in a BYU hat

True that

Look cause

All I need is some green in my paper

All this stressing ain't even my nature

My day job doesn't trip that I'm smoking

Pray these odds will keep in my favor I

Might be on the go a little too much

All that moving slow doesn't do much

I don't like to argue with you much

Rather blow big smoke like kahunas

Why you wanna save your soul just to waste it

I was smoking mid I could taste it

Studio just a mic in the closet

Still that shit drip like faucet, oh yeah

Counting up dollars

Born and raised in the Bean I ain't worried bout followers

Now I'm living in LA popping my collar

Cali kush I was blowing got me drinking the water

Avoiding these PFAS, smoking the reef I

Selling little nuggets trying to buy some pizza

Just a young kid getting high in the basement

Now I'm so close to success I can taste it

What's life if it's wasted

And what's a joint if I faced it

Been going hard for so long got caught up in these songs but

Really I was just jaded and I made it out

Gave myself a new light I ain't fading out

Rolling up a couple O's when I'm feeling down

All I need is the green in my paper

If you ain't rocking that lamp city then see you later

All I need is some green in my paper

All this stressing ain't even my nature

My day job doesn't trip that I'm smoking

Pray these odds will keep in my favor I

Might be on the go a little too much

All that moving slow doesn't do much

I don't like to argue with you much

Rather blow big smoke like kahunas

Why you wanna save your soul just to waste it

I was smoking mid I could taste it

Studio just a mic in the closet

Still that shit drip like faucet, oh yeah

Nightmares lyrics - Cam Meekins

They said I won't make it I never did wake up

It's all been a dream I ain't never take pay cuts

When I was sixteen snuck to your house

Climbed through the window fucked on the couch

Everybody else want it well baby I got it

And now that I got it I can say I don't want it

Cause ever since this it's like all I do

Is break up with bitches to write songs 'bout you

And I said I don't love it

I'm always running

It's like superbad baby gimme McLovin

Back when I was broke, Egg McMuffin

Now I spent four-hundred bucks on discussions to analyze dreams

What does that mean

I see you in my nightmares, see you in my sleep

Staring out the window looking at the street

Twenty-six stories and I might just leap

I see you in the night when I'm supposed to be sleeping

Next to my girl, next to my girl

I don't know what I'm thinking

I might be crazy but at least I'ma get this right

I see you in the night when I'm supposed to be sleeping

Next to my girl, next to my girl

I don't know what I'm thinking

I might be crazy but at least I'ma get this right

I don't give a fuck, I-I don't give a fuck

I don't give a fuck, I-I don't give a fuck

I don't give a fuck, I-I don't give a fuck

I don't give a fuck, I-I don't give a fuck

She said I can't take it we never did break up

I kinda walked out she was putting on make up

I hate thinking 'bout it, I hate writing songs

I hate she was right, I hate being wrong

I make good excuses I sit back and smoke

I say I feel fine even though I really don't

I'm putting on a mask but everybody made me

And when I try and leave she always say take me

I see you in the night when I'm supposed to be sleeping

Next to my girl, next to my girl

I don't know what I'm thinking

I might be crazy but at least I'ma get this right

I see you in the night when I'm supposed to be sleeping

Next to my girl, next to my girl

I don't know what I'm thinking

I might be crazy but at least I'ma get this right

Take me to the edge

Take me to the ledge and I might just race

Take me where it feels like fate

Take me where it's home cause I'm tryna feel safe

Take me at a small dose rate

People getting sick of me, people don't mean shit to me

Take me out the back cause I'm sick of people staring

Take me out the group chat sick of people shar-

Role Model lyrics - Cam Meekins

Voice is gone but it makes it sound crazier

I don't give a fuck about what's io wrong

I am trying to write a song, I am not a role model

Homie naw that's where you're wrong

Anybody with the power and the following

That's leading kids down a bad path get the

Hollow and I thy to bring the soul back to music

They ain't hearing it, maybe if I sold drugs

And died my fucking hair again

Maybe if these cold cut turkeys wasn't scared of him

They wouldn't wanna push me to the side like the syrians

Ignoring shit, boring shit, heave the mic torn to bits

Roll a spliff, take a hit and then it's back to biz

Every single day is a grind

We don't play with my time

Cause I'm blowing up the game

Cause its full of snakes

It's 2017, George Bush the man now

While the presidents in mar-a-lago with pants down

What up Melania, he trying to get inside of ya

I think his dicks too small, that's why he's on the [?]

I mean Napoleon, cam is on the roll again

I bring the whole fam to the show so they

Can flow with him, this whole worlds gross

Where is the custodian

Just grab him by the pussy

And end up at the podium

Too much sodium

My blood presure od'ing

I need like 25K for the per diem

And if you fuck around with me

Then that's a bad weekend

They say they love it, who is that?

That be that Cam Meekins

Everybody wanna love you until they lose control

Then they look a t me and say I'm on a roll

Cause I don't stop, don't stop, don't stop

Where I come I don't talk

On top, on top, on top, on top, homemade, aye

We gonna make it to the top, homemade

All day until I mother fucking drop homemade, aye

Ima make it to the top, homemade, ah

We living in a world where

That fake shit gets circulated, take shit percolated

Do what ever to be famous

Why every album that come out now dot mad writers?

And Instagram kids becoming autograph signers

I see you chilling on the charts when I pass by you

The industry is full of usc matt leinarts

Your all from the same block, same spot

You bet kids to sign on the dot

Then fuck them like they have vaginas

Now I don't see these dudes

And I don't need to use

Drug references to sion a million deal or make the news

I spill the secrets to the same

All the marketting schemes the same

I just hit them with that flame like its benihana hannas

And I don't get the recognition I deserve?

Cause I won't hire a publicist to help me spread the word?

Shit I just threw the whole industry the bird

And I'm still gonna get a deal cause don't listen to the words

They looking at the data

I don't see you fucking haters

Ya'll the type to call the waiter

And not leave him any paper

But fuck I'm just a skater

With the mind of a debater

Spitting facts on the record

It may take you fools a second but

You think a fucking death threat is gonna scare me?

Bitch I'm pretty sure I died when I was 15

I'm pure facts, all your raps cot the mix breed

Hit up Cam Meekins if you need a hot 16

Everybody wanna love you until they lose control

Then they look a t me and say I'm on a roll

Cause I don't stop, don't stop, don't stop

Where I come I don't talk

On top, on top, on top, on top, homemade, aye

We gonna make it to the top, homemade

All day until I mother fucking drop homemade, aye

Ima make it to the top, homemade, ah

Rolling Stone lyrics - Cam Meekins

I wanna go back but time ain't slowing down for me

I know that, my mind races, the gravity

Keeps pulling me down, you are always in town

Now I can't get around because you're slowing me down

I gotta break free, the birds gotta leave the nest

And so I went out west into the city of stress

And when my CD came out, you sent me a text

And I can still hear you screaming you don't like when I flex rap

I'm set back, it's one thing after another

So I'm skipping on the holidays, gotta get paid, hey

I'm flying to you but I'm leaving the same day

I can't stick around because the way that the race change

Don't worry 'bout it, there'll be plenty of fun times

I still remember when you scooped me at lunchtime

But nowadays I feel like it's the crunch time

Just tryna make a living outta spitting these punchlines

So see you when I see you, it'll all be good, yeah

'Cause when I make it out in Hollywood, uh

I'm coming back to make up for the past

But every time that I leave I wonder if it's the last, yeah

I know it seems like you can't get through

But I admire everything you do

And I just wanna thank you for the gifts you have

You know it's hard for me to say it but I miss you bad

And when I'm feeling like a rolling stone

I hear your voice telling me to come home

And I just wanna thank you for the gifts you have

You know it's hard for me to say it but I miss you bad

Sometimes I think I shouldn't be here in the first place

I know you never liked to call me on my birthday

You want the good vibes, you never like the sad one

I try to walk around proud to be my dad's son

I stomach too much, the weight been on my shoulder

I knew how much you carry when I saw you getting older

So I been living sober, tryna realize what I meant to do

And tryna figure out, why was I resenting you?

I only see you as a image in my head

When I'm laying in my bed or you saying what you said

On the voicemail you left then I'm planning a trip

While I'm planning praying for the day that I'm seeing you again

I know you probably saw my brother had a baby

We got the same initials, been thinking 'bout that lately

When one plane takes off another one lands

Know you had to break off, but I'ma still dance, hey

I know it seems like you can't get through

But I admire everything you do

And I just wanna thank you for the gifts you have

You know it's hard for me to say it but I miss you bad

And when I'm feeling like a rolling stone

I hear your voice telling me to come home

And I just wanna thank you for the gifts you have

You know it's hard for me to say it but I miss you bad

And when I look back I think about the positives

And all the negatives, I know you were an optimist

I'm tryna keep that same energy around

But I'd be lying if I said this didn't really get me down

But I'ma build it back up brick by brick

'Cause when you were down and out, that's exactly what you did

So we stand up playing cards, it's a long night

But I just wanna give you all my love for your long flight

I know it seems like you can't get through

But I admire everything you do

And I just wanna thank you for the gifts you have

You know it's hard for me to say it but I miss you bad

And when I'm feeling like a rolling stone

I hear your voice telling me to come home

And I just wanna thank you for the gifts you have

You know it's hard for me to say it but I miss you, dad

Saturday lyrics - Cam Meekins

Saturday, dirty water

Green paper, gettin paid

Know what I mean

10 bitches in my room, all day

Don't even got shit to say, what you mean?

She's bad and she knows it

And we rollin and we rollin

She's bad and she knows it

And we rollin and we rollin

(And we rollin, rollin, rollin, rollin, rollin, rollin, rollin

And we rollin, rollin, rollin, rollin, rollin, rollin, rollin)

Just tryna free up my time

Tryna be more lowkey

I'm tryna drink less, and smoke more

But it's all on me

Everyday I got 100 texts to read

I just need a couple secs to breathe

Thinking 'bout deleting my phone, and going on a spiritual retreat

Wake up everyday and make beats

Get stoned every night till I sleep

Everybody else tryna be cool

Fuck that I'm just tryna be me

Give a fuck about the music industry

Turning up like seven days a week

And I know its not viable to me

But shouts out Kyle on the beat

And I go like this, like that

Not once my [?] stay flat

And it's like before contact

Just tryna put myself on the map

[?]

So they know I always got they back

Woke up and she rolled me a joint

Peaceful and I'm tryna kick back, let's go

Saturday, dirty water

Green paper, gettin paid

Know what I mean

10 bitches in my room, all day

Don't even got shit to say, what you mean?

She's bad and she knows it

And we rollin and we rollin

She's bad and she knows it

And we rollin and we rollin

(And we rollin, rollin, rollin, rollin, rollin, rollin, rollin

And we rollin, rollin, rollin, rollin, rollin, rollin, rollin)

Yea, second verse little different than the first

Cause this shit real life right now

Hell yea I'm gonna make this shit happen

Because I can't let anybody down

Six years I've been on this road

Man I put my whole life into this

I'm gonna die for the art that I create

I'm gonna get to the life I want to live

You just gotta take steps when you can

Got me feeling like the Gingerbread man

Cause the game tryna pull me apart, but I'm gonna come back strong like a man

Give a fuck if a label feels me

Imma spoke till this shit kills me

Always gonna be the real me

No company can conceal me

I just smoke some kush, that was flown in from the coast, yea

I just poured my cup, yea the liquor get me going, yea

Got the baddest chick and we bout to run the world, yea

Shoutout to my fans homie all around the world, yea

Y'all already know what it is man

And if you know me, it's no coincidence

Put your hands up screamin what the fuck you think this is

Saturday, dirty water

Green paper, gettin paid

Know what I mean

10 bitches in my room, all day

Don't even got shit to say, what you mean?

She's bad and she knows it

And we rollin and we rollin

She's bad and she knows it

And we rollin and we rollin

(And we rollin, rollin, rollin, rollin, rollin, rollin, rollin

And we rollin, rollin, rollin, rollin, rollin, rollin, rollin)

Still Feel The Same lyrics - Cam Meekins

[Donald Trump:] I'm really rich

Yeah

It's all on my like you don't really want it

Girl let me tell you something

I need to know, I wanna know, why you be always fronting

Taking those pics, got you convinced that you was really stunnin'

This ain't reality no more I need to cut it off

Don't even feel the same, no more feelings, I shut 'em off

Ain't got no time for no relationship, that ain't my style no more

Seeing your eyes when they close that you don't love me no more

They say you'll never change your ways

I still feel the same, I still feel the same, I still feel the same

They say you overcomplicate

I still feel the same, I still feel the same, I still, I still feel the same

They wanna drive my love away

I still feel the same, I still feel the same, I still feel the same

But I still pull up on the way

I still feel the same, I still feel the same, I still feel the same

(Still feel the same for you

Know I probably shouldn't)

Think I downed a half a bottle when I saw you

I never gave you any credit but it's all you

How come I run away when things get tough girl I'm sorry

I guess I'll never know how far we could've gone

Yeah I'm faded all the time

Can't get you off my mind

Can't even go back east no more 'cause you just press the line

And you were extra fine

You had a special mind

You think I talk that shit but all I ever said was kind

But I hear they say

They say you'll never change your ways

I still feel the same, I still feel the same, I still feel the same

They say you overcomplicate

I still feel the same, I still feel the same, I still, I still feel the same

They wanna drive my love away

I still feel the same, I still feel the same, I still feel the same

But I still pull up on the way

I still feel the same, I still feel the same, I still feel the same

(Still feel the same for you

Know I probably shouldn't)

The Present lyrics - Cam Meekins

Yeah

I was too focused, I'm moving slowly, I forgot about that, hey

I was too focused, I'm moving forward, I forgot about that, yeah

Back in my grizzy feel like it's 2010, I'm building a buzz

Just like my third drink, feel like I'm building a buzz

Feel like a building filling up emotions spilling this stuff

My [?] it's slam city, I'm still living it up

This for the kids that's ditching classes, smoking weed next to the bathroom stall

Dreaming 'bout the life we tryna live, I wanna have it all

My teachers, they don't get me, so I dropped out

Negative energy, I don't hear it man, that's blocked out

Growing up balling, but you know I never boxed out, too lazy for that

Time ticking, better watch out

I was too focused, I'm moving forward, I forgot about the present

Sometimes you gotta meditate, this rapping shit is hectic

I'ma tryna cop a crib up in the mountain, never rent it

Just have it as my go-to if we get a new pandemic

Why these people always hating on their friends, what kinda love is that?

I want my fam to get it too just so the deck is stacked

See, when the hoes circle, balling, it's a perfect trap

The love forever even if we never texting back

'Cause busy people do shit all the time, that's a redundant fact

And spitting bars while smoking weed, that's a redundant rap

But what I love outta my life is really simple that

I get to see the little things and write it in a rap

I was too focused, I'm moving forward, I forgot about the present

Just tryna live it up, man, I'm just tryna be a legend

Ain't tryna work a job up in a nine-to-five stressing

Just tryna be with my fam, be independent

So focused on the goals that I forgot about the lessons

Just tryna live it up, man, I'm just tryna be a legend

Ain't tryna work a job up in a nine-to-five stressing

Just tryna be with my fam, you get the message

Window lyrics - Cam Meekins

Smoking on this kush

Smoking out the window

Living in my head

Feeling like everybody knows

That's fasho, Thats fasho

I been on my grind for the last seven years

Man I'm done being broke

Let me paint the picture clear

I just rolled a little joint

That shit helped me disappear

You don't really understand where I've been in my career

Seen a lot of people fade, a lot of people paid

Seen a lot of motherfuckers fall to drugs in this game

Them cars that was rented, The windows that was tinted

They tell you, you should stunt way before you even get it

They don't tell you get the checks and go put something away

They don't tell you bout them stocks and the dividends they pay

They just want to sell your life for 150k

They aren't explaining that supposed to last you a decade

I ain't fucking with this game

I'm fucking with my fam

Lamp City motherfucker we got bitches in the van

You hating on my raps cause I really been on tour

I really get these girls and I really hit the store

I really copped the watch independently for sure but

I'm not supposed to flex what the fuck this shit is for?

I made it by myself and I'm proud of the fact

I can really pay my bills off of making beats and raps

Smoking on this kush

Smoking out the window

Living in my head

Feel like everybody knows

That's fasho, Thats fasho

(Yeah)

Verse 2, Homie who the fuck are you?

Boston don't know you or your whole entire crew

You got videos online

We got parties at the stu

Let me know when viral videos convert to tickets too

Oh shit Cam snappin

I'm like Brady I'm the captain

Man I'm faded

Make it happen

Tryna see my shit go platinum

I just popped the drc

You don't know what that shit means

I don't need nobody else

I got Tim, he on my team

I'm just rolling up the green

I used to sell it by the P

Now I get the shit for free, Colorado legally

I been eating frequently

Like my joints I still be skinny

Got the city fucking with me

Bout to put it in her kidney but

My Mind is full of tricks

Like a track, got to master it

I'm trying to feed my family

I'm trying to be an asterisk so

Hate me all you want

Shoutout to my homie [?]

Man I'm telling you right now shit is bout to be insane

Dawg

Smoking on this kush

Smoking out the window

Living in my head

Feeling like everybody knows

That's fasho, Thats fasho

(Yeah)

Wished For This lyrics - Cam Meekins

Everything we wished for

I said it's everything we

Everything we wished for

I said it's everything we wished for

Everything we wished for (yeah)

I said that's everything we

Everything we wished for (yeah)

(Yo Kyle this shit's crazy)

Yo Kyle this is crazy right

Sometimes I look back at my life I'm like this can't be right

Too many late nights

So much work put in I'm trying to write my story why you think I've got this pen

I've got this dream since I was 16

I made it happen and you see it ain't like it seems I put that work in

Sometimes I wanted to give up I had depression killing me I thought that I was stuck

I look back like

Should I have gone to college?

Should I have gotten that job?

Should I have gotten that knowledge?

What if this all was a dream?

What if this all is a game?

What if I told you my name and blew the fuck up cause I'm killing the game

Fuck all you change fuck all you lames I'm into this shit cause I'm making a change

We have the power to do something 'bout it

That's why I make music to speak all this shit

Everything on CNN made me sick

Kelly and karma can suck on my dick

I be done giving a fuck 'bout this shit when the government say we can smoke on a spliff

Yeah that shit real they say Cam how you feel?

I'll be good when the system don't set us up to fail

And when I put out my album and they say that shit won't sell

And when they finally put Donald Trump in jail

Cause that's everything we wished for

I said it's everything we

Everything we wished for

I said it's everything we wished for

Everything we wished for (yeah)

I said that's everything we

Everything we wished for