Cam Meekins other songs:


 

Band-Aid lyrics - Cam Meekins

She had coffee colored eyes, never wore lipstick
Boxed me in her thighs, never swore think quick
For tips she wore a low cut, so what?
Flow-nuts fell in love, she was sweeter than a donut
Oh but so emotional, got so boxed me in the top flow
Outting in my sea now
Taking me around to places I don't want to be now
Know she understand this she just got me on the rebound
Parents got her stressin about a college degree
Rich girl so she got to go to college for free
Told her there was no such thing as college for me
Then I went and peeled off in a new M3
Psych, I'm just a writer, occasional sample-biter
Nobody get her hyper cause she wetter than a cider
Scared of love, spiders
3 Am fighter
She bout to blow up, I think I might ignite her
So, it's horrible to have a convo you don't wanna have
When good things go bad you gotta do the math
Cut it off like band-aid, can't play with another heart
Shoulda listened to my man sayin: don't do it
You shoulda never got involved, now I'm sittin here in my thoughts
Tryna get lost, sometimes you just gotta make decisions
And do what's best for you, ah fuck it I'm just spittin

They say don't ever mix friends and business
You can see quick how cloudy the vision gets
Everybody got a homie that was your good friend till money got involved
Now you down to your with's end
I'm thinking like, we gotta plan homie
Why you never did stuff
Blaming him, but it's me who gotta step up
Workin hard, people really wanna feed off you
It's all good, Imma see you when I see you dude
It's never easy making hard decisions
But Dead-weight is dead weight, not even kiddin
You can waste your whole life not cutting people off
Getting wasted all night til they cutting you off
But Me, I got a dream
And me I got a team
Working harder than these mother fuckers
That's behind the scenes, so now I'm finna get it
And When they look surprised, tell em sucker fuckin did it
And look me in my eyes
If your label ain't pushin you to push it yourself
If your partner ain't pushin you, then find someone else
Everybody's real quick to sit around and complain
But nobody stands up and does something about it, main
I'm just hopin this inspires the kids
Relationships and business, it's all the same shit
I Roll me up a joint and sit back and reflect
Say peace to the people and the past that I left

Look man, I know a lot of you probably goin through the same shit
Sitting there with people who are cancerous to your life,
Right next to you on your left and your right

And it's not easy to make that decision to just cut people off
And just keep on moving I'm telling you, but don't be soft
You gotta do this man I'm telling you, you got this
And I'll be there to get you
Cause If you got a dream, you got something your working towards
And people don't understand your values and your vision
If they're not helping you get to where you need to be
Then they're not worth being around in the first place, ya know what I'm sayin?
Don't lose sight of the fact that you know what's best for yourself, man
You gotta just keep doing you
And believe in yourself

Can't Sing The Hook lyrics - Cam Meekins

A lotta corny rappers (Yuh) emulate my path (Yeah)
They see the lengths I've gone, they wanna copy that
Yes Sir
These [?] one of the best to do it right from the east coast
On tour fillin' hotel rooms up with the weed smoke

A lotta corny rappers (Yuh) emulate my path (Yeah)
They see the lengths I've gone, they wanna copy that (Wanna copy that)
Call this coffee rap, I'm off three right now (True)
Plus I been smokin' weed, makin' my parents proud (Damn)
I try to simplify
These complications in my life, that's when I almost died
And you don't know about that feeling that I have inside
Or maybe you do, and if you do, I'm sendin' all the vibes
Movin' on to new obsessions, I was in the session
Ain't talkin' studio, but we would [?] in the joint and then we'd talk about the lessons
That we learned in class, knowin' I would never pass
Knowin' if the homies ain't text back then they probly passed
Out yeah, now I be cashed out, yeah
For the month, and that ain't even me tryna stunt
I'm just sayin what I want, I'm just doin' what I want
I'm tryna grow up and live, show up and live
I said show up, live

I been stuck
On this road
I been on
For like way too long
Tryna fig'
'Ure out all
Of my problems, it's more than one
And I can't set the hook for this muh
Tha fuckin' song
So if you
Feel the way
That I do then sing along

Yo, lot of rappers came and went
But what stayed the same
Was Cam Meekins was still runnin' laps around the whole game
I used to hang out by the track when I was fourteen
Tryna talk to girls, then I grew up and my goals changed
Now I want the Gold Range, all these people doin' cocaine
Because they soul's deranged, you can feel this beat in your shoulder blades
That's how motivation to live be
I'm just tryna level up, smoke a joint out on the beach
When I was growin' up, we would hacky sack our fees
Now I'm gettin' twenty racks to lay my raps up on a feat
But I ain't worried 'bout the stacks because how happy can you be?
If you sittin' in that big ass house without no family
It don't matter what you got if you lose your sanity
And you wearin' all those clothes 'cause you got that vanity
This is just a conversation between me and myself
Tryna level up, and get it together, focus on my health

I been stuck
On this road
I been on
For like way too long
Tryna fig'
'Ure out all
Of my problems, it's more than one
And I can't set the hook for this muh
Tha fuckin' song
So if you
Feel the way
That I do then sing along

Close To See lyrics - Cam Meekins (feat. Vixxle)

Does it ever feel like you're gettin' too close to see?
Wanna hallucinate the vision what I'm supposed to be
Just sit back and chill and let it breathe
Let it breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe
Do you ever feel like you're gettin' too close to see?
Wanna stay like this forever if it's up to me
Just sit back and chill and let it breathe
Let it breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe

I just got pulled over for textin' and drivin'
Hope they don't find my weed
Been fallin' off from people I known for years
'Cause they ain't on my speed
Ayo
New phone, who this?
Two tone, new wrists
Said if you love me, then
Please don't do this
I couldn't go to school
Bad student
Can't waste my life away
Just bought a new whip
Want me to fall in line but I'ma flatline
When I came out, I swear I feel like I was baptized
I got a new lease and I ain't talkin' 'bout them AX-5
I'ma stack mine, keep releasin' these fact lines
'Til I get respect to pay respect but they don't hear it
On this plane, I can't fail because I got way too much spirit
Said, "It's a miracle he doin' what he said he'd do in life"
'Til I'm a vegetable, I'm tellin' you what compels me with this mic
C'mon

Does it ever feel like you're gettin' too close to see?
Wanna hallucinate the vision what I'm supposed to be
Just sit back and chill and let it breathe
Let it breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe
Do you ever feel like you're gettin' too close to see?
Wanna stay like this forever if it's up to me
Just sit back and chill and let it breathe
Let it breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe

Growin' up, I used to wanna be my favorite rappers
But then I found out my favorite rappers was some actors
Ever since '05 and markin' out the atlas
But as a whole, they still haven't felt the passion
I'd rather die real alone than fake and live
Tryna pass good morals to my grandkids
'Cause not stickin' with my day one's ain't it
Before Carti came out, been tryna die lit
Always keep a level head when I'm unstable
You gotta keep it goin' even when they ain't faithful
So I'm flexin' on these hoes, we don't got a label
That's how I'm tuned in to the tunnel, like cable

Does it ever feel like you're gettin' too close to see?
Wanna hallucinate the vision what I'm supposed to be
Just sit back and chill and let it breathe
Let it breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe
Do you ever feel like you're gettin' too close to see?
Wanna stay like this forever if it's up to me
Just sit back and chill and let it breathe
Let it breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe

Coffee lyrics - Cam Meekins

If you just put water in coffee does it work?

I tell you straight up, I got a real thing for you
I saw you with your friends
And I was like, I dunno what to do
We took a shot at Casamigo's
I had to tough it out cause I really hated tequila
But it feel like nothing now
Because this love that I feel, is crazier than crazy
Sometimes I dunno what I did to get your ass to date me
Maybe it was the alcohol, maybe it's just the energy
I messaged you six months ago like
"Yo, you wanna be friends with me?"
And you curved that shit, but I'm persistent and I stuck with it
And when I met you that night at the bar we kissed within five minutes
And ooo that shit was sweet
Sweeter than your coffee that I get you every morning
Even tho sometimes you exhaust me, it's in a good way
Cause we having so much fun
We traveling we on the run girl I swear you the one
I often write about the shit that hurts me
But this time I'm writing about the shit that works for me
Yea

Everyday I get her coffee in the afternoon
Only time we waking up when it's after two
Last night we got stoned with nothing to do
She said I got a lotta love and it's just for you
Another day of skipping class cause she hates her school
I'm always tryna mess it up but she keeps me cool
Last night we drank wine with nothing to do
She said I got a lotta love and it's just for you

The sweetest love is when the past doesn't matter
And when we young it always ends in disaster
But we from the same neighborhood she live two towns away
So girl if you down today I wanna take you on a date
I'm on some real shit, whatever I say I mean it
We out in the East Village, cause your apartment you never clean it
And we getting stoned discussing life
Sometimes I feel a little lost but when we chillin, everything is alright
And even though you take up all my closet space
And you didn't let me bring weed to your mom's place
I still love you
Taking trips you always pack extra, and I pack too light
So you the yin to my yang
And when there's darkness you the light
I'm tryna write you something to show you how I feel
It probably won't do it justice but I still keep it real
And one thing's for sure, Imma always be true
Through the good times and bad times I'm still here for you

Everyday I get her coffee in the afternoon
Only time we waking up when it's after two
Last night we got stoned with nothing to do
She said I got a lotta love and it's just for you
Another day of skipping class cause she hates her school
I'm always tryna mess it up but she keeps me cool
Last night we drank wine with nothing to do
She said I got a lotta love and it's just for you
[x2]

Come Thru lyrics - Cam Meekins

I don't really know anything but us
So baby come thru cause the squad goin' up
Its just me and my homies and we rollin' up
It's just another Sunday and its what we does
And I don't really care about your mans if he hatin'
Baby girl I'm not waitin'
Come thru, come thru, come thru, come thru, come thru, come thru

I like my joints like my girls, skinny
And I got a plan to run the world, really
You don't understand why I'm on but I'm on bro
Your ex gave me top and I'm talkin' like a sombrero
And I'm smokin' weed that's like every single day
Used to sell that shit in school, now I'm rappin' getting paid
And I'm always 15 late
Take her on a date
You taking her to Denny's and we out here getting steak
She playing with my thumb
Her face goin' numb
Blaine in the back and my homie going dumb
You know he from the bay but me I rep the bean
I'm smokin' on that green I'm lookin' hella lean
Cause the skinny boy clean
Fresh face, fresh fit no I stay fresh man
But I ain't a freshman
Picking up a zip I might sell the half of it
Think my lifes crazy but you don't know the half of it

I don't really know anything but us
So baby come thru cause the squad goin' up
Its just me and my homies and we rollin' up
It's just another Sunday and its what we does
And I don't really care about your mans if he hatin'
Baby girl I'm not waitin'
Come thru, come thru, come thru, come thru, come thru, come thru

Girl you know I got an extra long day
Ahead of me
Tuesday its Erica, Wednesday its Bethany
Thursday its Savannah and Friday its Stefanie
Really I ain't lyin' man this shit gon' be the death of me, ah
I be on the Westside skateboarding
And I know they want the album but wait for it
Me and Pete got the heat so she shake for it
And we mix that shit with waves, wake-boarding

I don't really know anything but us
So baby come thru cause the squad goin' up
Its just me and my homies and we rollin' up
It's just another Sunday and its what we does
And I don't really care about your mans if he hatin'
Baby girl I'm not waitin'
Come thru, come thru, come thru, come thru, come thru, come thru

Smokin' on a doobie

Documentaries lyrics - Cam Meekins

I seen a lot of things on this road that I've been on
And spent a lot of time on the hustle tryna get on
Just tryna drink some wine, watch some documentaries
Fuck what they said to me

I'm legendary status, all this money, I had this
Two things you'll always find me with a spliff and a bad bitch
Man, I ain't never been about that livin' it average
Ever since I ditched class and used to be on some sad shit
I'm pourin' out some liquor, memories of my dad, shit
That dude was legendary, Will Smith and his dog
I'm rollin' up a fun stick that's as big as a log
Been tryna focus on the fitness, I been hittin' the jog
Everyday I'm out here doing my job
Feelin' inspired really, off the randomness of it all
I'm happy to be alive, my attitude's gettin' high
That's really why I often times be movin' slow when I drive
I switched it up from cream to almond milk
But I guess it's cool with oat now
You peep my catalogue, I'm like the GOAT now
The verse is so prolific like he got a ghost now
I never slow down, that's really why it's time to go now

I seen a lot of things on this road that I've been on
And spent a lot of time on the hustle tryna get on
Just tryna drink some wine, watch some documentaries
Fuck what they said to me

On a mission tryna find myself
Why I look for followers when I be blind myself?
Why I hate the way the mirror don't define my health?
Certain pictures in my mind, I'm gettin' by myself
I turned the leaf, I'm on a whole new path
Had to tell my friends I'm changin'
Then my whole crew laughed
Still remember days when I was sittin', troll through class
Thinkin 'bout the bad teachers I could lowkey smash
They never wanna see you change until it's too late
I knew I loved her, I could tell right after two days
Expenses double when you start cookin' for two plates
A good relationship has gotta power through hate
I used to hate the way she made me real
Not some imaginary version of myself that I see
She said "I love the way you make me feel"
Then she laid down on the pillow so comfortably
I'm in a haze for 12 months
These blurred days of gettin' blunted
Really I was only frontin'
When I said that's all I wanted
'Cause really nothin satisfyin'
While my life is just passin' by
I get a massive high and say "What's up?"
I'm puttin' on a front like everyday
While my sunny days turn to rain

I seen a lot of things on this road that I've been on
And spent a lot of time on the hustle tryna get on
Just tryna drink some wine, watch some documentaries
Fuck what they said to me

East Coast lyrics - Cam Meekins

I just took a plane to the east coast
Met some girls that were sayin' "yeah we smoke"
Brought 'em back to the telly where I spent a couple bands
College girls tryna tell me 'bout their life plans
I'm like oh man, oh man, oh man
I'm so stoned man zoned in brought four friends
And its lit every time I'm on the east coast
Talk shit that's how we do it on the east coast

I just made a couple thousand at the show but really it was nothing
I just made a couple drinks for bitches man I really feel like stunting
Haters talking cause I'm at the top I don't ever stop, yeah
In the telly I just got some top 'bout to cop a drop, yeah
In my zone 'bout to do my own thing
Google Chrome I'm just too alone
Think to myself 'bout to write a poem
King of the raps throwing me a bone blink
182, I need a baddie or fuck maybe two
I popped a Addy and Lexapro too
But I don't give a fuck cause I'm the truth, oh
She wanna fuck with a rapper
She said her boyfriend don't matter
But this might be a disaster
After I hit it I Casper
And I'm smoking something with intent
Getting drunk talking 'bout this east coast shit

I just took a plane to the east coast
Met some girls that were sayin' "yeah we smoke"
Brought 'em back to the telly where I spent a couple bands
College girls tryna tell me 'bout their life plans
I'm like oh man, oh man, oh man
I'm so stoned man zoned in brought four friends
And its lit every time I'm on the east coast
Talk shit that's how we do it on the east coast

I just do what I want
Smoking trees but no blunts
Hate the kid when he stunts
But you don't ever say nothing
I don't go to the club
Unless they let me wear hats
Unless they let me blow packs
So where the LCF at?
Got a big blue watch yeah its just a roley
Living for myself and I feel so holy
Climbing to the top tryna find the meaning of life
Through a bottle, its so deceiving
Fucked up living all around the world
But the east side where I got the baddest girls
And I don't really mean to sound superficial
But the low key pop rap's super fiscal
And I do it for the team bitch really mean this
The Lamp City family and you ain't never seen this
But it's fine all we need is time
Cause we 'bout to blow up like a god damn land mine
Everybody like god damn Cam high
Turnt up and I got my hand high
East coast where I'm tryna be
Turn up if you fuck with me

I just took a plane to the east coast
Met some girls that were sayin' "yeah we smoke"
Brought 'em back to the telly where I spent a couple bands
College girls tryna tell me 'bout their life plans
I'm like oh man, oh man, oh man
I'm so stoned man zoned in brought four friends
And its lit every time I'm on the east coast
Talk shit that's how we do it on the east coast

Everything I Do lyrics - Cam Meekins

This is not to talk shit this is just to spit facts
I ain't really with your raps I ain't really with the cats
Who on twitter talking wack you can put that all caps
Come and see my ass in person I'ma knock your fitted cap
Man I'm sick of playing games I had to make a change
Told myself that I'ma be a millionaire I'm halfway
I just do it for the art I did it from the start
By myself made the beats and the art check the heart
Lost my spleen when I was younger that really make me wonder
Thought my ass was gonna die guess I'm here a little longer
Got the mind of a maniac thoughts like a braniac
Told these twitter rappers you can go and have your xannies back
The game's full of snakes I know cause I'm a part of it
I know all of these label head dudes they retarded
And it's like I'm the prophet I'm tryna spread the wisdom
Now people asking bout Cam Meekins like who is him
I'ma tell you right now I'ma real ass dude
And I'ma tell it like it is til that shit get me sued
You probably see me going hard I got something to prove
Motherfuckers couldn't even walk a block in my shoes
Man my mind's full of visions I made some bad decisions
Every step you take back helps you see the bigger picture
I just spit that raw shit like what comes to my head
I might spit that God shit to help me out when I'm dead

Everything I do's for you... everything I do's for you
Been smoking more weeeeeeeed than I need to do
[*gibberish*]

Fuck a label cause that bitch can not erase me
[?] had me running round the city she can taste me
Atlantic records told me they gon' shelf me like a pastry
Left the fucking deal now I'm making all this cake g it's real
Do it for your motherfucking self
I got dreams of a million cause money fucking helps
Ain't talking buying clothes man I'm talking buying votes
Making change with your change man that's how this shit goes
I decided last year I was done taking shit
Had to cut some people off lost some friends to this biz
You can wish some people well without letting them bring your ass down
So these toxic people don't keep them around
I been traveling and smoking and babbling and coping
But these punk motherfuckers never make me lose focus
How the hell you put that ass in them super tight clothes
Why the hell they put the glass on the back of the phone
I remember when my mom had to bail me out
And I remember high school they can't fail me now
I had this chip on my shoulder for my whole entire life
Every single person ever told me that I couldn't write but

Everything I do's for you all the people I was smarter than be going to school
But I just found my craft mastered it and made the shit happen
Bout to make it to the top I won't ever stop rapping

Fraidadeath lyrics - Cam Meekins

Hey yo, I used to be afraid of death
Would think about it everyday, I guess I was depressed
But now I'm doing okay
The lights clear and my faith strong
I used to hate on, but now my days long
That's what I was made from
Everyday, people making these breaks and [?]
These crates I flip
Help me with mistakes and trips
I gotta get better
You gotta do something
I gotta work harder
You gotta stop frontin'
If you love someone then tell them that
Even when I'm sellin [?]
Still keeping hella facts
Just to tell you where I'm at
These songs hug your boy to survive
Would get up in the car and just drive
Until I started feeling alright
So play aloud homie
Do your thing thing
Cause I was just like you
And I'm okay kay
I make my own rules
I do my own thing
No matter where I go I know that I would never change
Peace

I am not, one of these other cats
And neither are you
If you listening right now it's cause this here is the truth
It ain't about, making it to the top just for the sake of it
It's about, having the influence to change this nation
Take the evil out the people of the other lines
Your hardcore raps, I call that shit the smother lines
I lay back on it
I think about the economy
And if I had a child, what would he or she grow up to be?
A rap singer, ballplayer, journalist to atheist
Is faith even gon' be a thing?
I think maybe just in 20 years, will any of this even matter?
If I were to die today, would I of made an impact?
Everybody goes through hard times so it evens out
And anybody can come from struggling to make it out
There's no excuse for half-assin it
I'm grabbing life full speed
And know that I'm ain't worried about the proceeds
I just breathe

Sometimes I just wish that
You knew how appreciated you were
And its like, I don't write these songs for you
I don't write these songs for them
I don't write these songs for me
It's just, the only way I know how to communicate
Cause 99% of the time I'm just quiet
But I'm holding on, I'm holding on, I'm holding on yea

I'm holding on for better days
I gotta get up, some way
I gotta get up, some way

I'm holding on for better days
I gotta get up, some way
I gotta get up, some way

Free lyrics - Cam Meekins

Let's go
Yeah
One time, one time in it, one time

Deleted your number and threw my phone into the street
Live on the 26th floor, I move out in a week
Got your fucking clothes hanging up, writing the beats
Can't get a single thought across without feeling weak
Swear it's like the hardest part to throw the memories away
All these fucking online posts hemorrhaging me
I don't really have the heart to go through this again
My emotions don't exist no more, so I'll just pretend
I don't really understand the generation we in
We just break up and fucking post pictures again
We were never really happy when we posted those pictures
But I can't remember bad times, now it's ridiculous
I only feel the good times ringing and I'm missing you
Thinking 'bout your dirty ass apartment I was kissing you
If I had to do it all again, I don't know if I loved you
Or I just got obsessed with fixing you
Someone get a hold of me, feelings are controlling me
I just need to roll some weed, I know I'm supposed to be
Focused on the road 'fore me, travelling this road for free
Feeling like you're choking me, fuck, it's taking over me
But I really don't believe anyone can roll with me
You and I were preconceived notions and I couldn't see
Hoping I can find relieve, gotta look inside of me
Feel the past guiding me, I just wanna fly and be

Free, free, free, free, free
I just wanna be free from this baggage you left me
Literally you left a giant suitcase at my crib
Can you please come by and pick up that shit?
I wanna be, free, free, free, free, free
I just wanna be free from this damage you left me
Literally I'm tryna live my life without the distract
But you always keep coming back (coming back, coming back)

I see you with your new dude, I hope you're happy
Just tell him I made 12 thousand last month from rapping
I really brought the game back, like I'm the captain
Smoke alone in penthouse apartments in Manhattan
And when I'm at the top remember me
I dunno why I feel this way, is it the Hennessy?
I used to never drink or smoke, but now my mind is too corrupt
I'm upgrading with my substances and all I do is drugs
But I'ma find my way and make rhyming pay
I lock myself into a room and make a song a day
So I guess I gotta thank you for the inspo
Didn't expect it to be quite like this though
I feel something taking over me, shaping me like potpourri
Shaking when I go to sleep, crazy y'all don't notice me
Hazey, try to focus B, never get the most of me
Always in another place, demons be approaching me
Somehow I just make it work, twisted and I go berzerk
Tryna focus on my work, but I'm getting too concerned
Every dollar that I earn, spending it on shit to burn
I don't think I'll ever learn, I just can't get over her

Free, free, free, free, free
I just wanna be free from this baggage you left me
Literally you left a giant suitcase at my crib
Can you please come by and pick up that shit?
I wanna be, free, free, free, free, free
I just wanna be free from this damage you left me
Literally I'm tryna live my life without the distract
But you always keep coming back (coming back, coming back)

Go Slow lyrics - Cam Meekins

Let's (go)
One time for my motherfuckin'
Yeah, yeah let's (go)
Haha, yeah, ay
Two times for the homie's two times (slow)
One time for the homie's one time (slow)

Yo, yo I'm tryna have my mind clear
I'm tryna meditate more often
Before I'm in a coffin tryna be someone accomplished
They say that loves addictive and I think I got a problem
You're tryna get acknowledged and I'm tryna get impalas
Lamborghini, genie in a bottle wishing they could be me
Internet rappers is cheesy cam'll make it look easy
Depressive thoughts will bring me down
You were probably the most talented girl I know
But you never gave yourself the crown
Long nights with fights got a hole in my wall
Cause we were texting long distance I got pissed when you called
Say you fucking with the vision but you didn't at all
You wanted me to stay local didn't want me to ball
Now the smoke clears I see it from a fresher perspective
Everything you ever want in life you gotta go get it
I ain't gonna be the one to stick around while you're venting
A relationships a two way street and I'm at the end of it

(Go) Yeah, yeah she say she wanna
Yeah she say she wanna
Yeah she say she wanna (go)
Yeah, yeah, yeah she say she wanna
Yeah she say she wanna
Yeah she say let's (slow)
Go slow
Yeah yeah, go slow
Yeah yeah, go slow
She said go (slow)
Go slow, she said go slow

When she dipped out the door said she's not coming back
People come with baggage that they gotta unpack
Hard to talk about it openly but then it really spoke to me
She never really rode with me, she really only coped with me
Yeah so the other day I was smoking weed
Opened up a text that I quickly got a chance to read
I don't know how i'ma turn this into poetry
But cam I really love you I just don't know what's the road for me
Couple scenarios, maybe it's authentic
Or maybe it's the new girl that I'm dating and she's jealous
Fuck the block is hot dog
No relish
Don't let yourself fall for the trap homie I'm telling you
Gotta step back I think these emotions falling you
She don't even like that you rap and that's like all you do
Got some problems and I can't even believe
But I gotta pull the plug man I'm rolling up my sleeve let's

(Go) Yeah, yeah she say she wanna
Yeah she say she wanna
Yeah she say she wanna (go)
Yeah, yeah, yeah she say she wanna
Yeah she say she wanna
Yeah she say go (slow)
Go slow
Yeah yeah, go slow
Yeah yeah, go slow
Go (slow)
Go slow
Yeah yeah, go slow
Yeah yeah, go slow
Yeah yeah, go slow

Yeah uh, its off the top of the head, top of the bed
She was chilling in my bed
And I had to take a text and read
Was someone said, the other day, it got to my head
And I was "oh fuck, code red, uh, uh"
Man this girl she trippin'
Like some Scholl I'm dippin'
Cause my goal it be livin'
You ain't seein' my vision
No-one seein' my vision
That's why I work by myself
So why they put you on a shelf
I'ma say less

(Go) Yeah, yeah she say she wanna
Yeah she say she wanna
Yeah she say she wanna (go)
Yeah, yeah, yeah she say she wanna
Yeah she say she wanna
Yeah she say go (slow)
Go slow
Yeah yeah, go slow
Yeah yeah, go slow
Go (slow)
Go slow
Yeah yeah, go slow
Yeah yeah, go slow
Yeah yeah, go slow
Go, go, slow, slow

Heart lyrics - Cam Meekins

Chapter One
Met you through a friend of ours
Hope was out of control
But look at what the end of ours
Coffee colored eyes
Sick of writing love songs
Awkward in disguise
Thought we were above problems
Freshman year at college
Depression got the best of her
Kept her wrist covered with her hair ties, rest assured
Everybody noticed, but no one offered help
When I told her "I don't care"
She said I'm "bad for myself"
I said "We got problems, but failure ain't an option"
When she dropped out of college and moved back from Wisconsin
It was like she never left, we got back in the swing of things
December was real cold, 'cos that was when we ended things
Neither of us took it well
Smoking, drinking, coping, thinking
How could I have made it better, guess we'll never know
Neither of us took it well
Smoking, drinking, coping, thinking
How could I have made it better, guess we'll never know

I broke someone's heart 'cause my heart was broken
But that really only made things worse
Deleted your phone as if I didn't have it memorized
Some people might say I'm cursed
But the best songs come from the worst feelings
Just wish I didn't hurt you first
But now I'm blowing up, writing songs about you
And you still won't hear my words

Chapter Two
Started seeing someone else
Deleted everything we had
Feelings fade, then they melt
Flash-forward a couple years
And a couple hundred beers
Added you on Instagram again, but I was stuck in fear
'Cos new dates, they was lacking something
It feels like I can never find someone complete as you
I'm laughing, fuck it
I'm back and forth
But finally picked up the phone
And said "Let's get a drink", I couldn't leave it alone
So we out now
Was feeling like the old days
She showed me her new tattoo, I said "You wanted that - always"
Went back to the crib and hit it both ways
And right about then is when I went back to insane
It's like when I am far from you, I want nothing but you
But when I have you here, it's like I'm only thinking "fuck you"
So maybe I'm the problem, I can't figure it out
Because no matter what I do, the cycle keeps going around

I broke someone's heart 'cos my heart was broken
But that really only made things worse
Deleted your phone as if I didn't have it memorized
Some people might say I'm cursed
But the best songs come from the worst feelings
Just wish I didn't hurt you first
But now I'm blowing up, writing songs about you
And you still won't hear my words

Heroin lyrics - Cam Meekins

They always wonder why I talk that shit
It's 'cause I've seen a lot of messed up shit
A lot of messed up kids that turned bad man they coulda been kings
Yeah

Every, every, yeah, uh

They always wonder why I talk that shit
It's 'cause I've seen a lot of messed up shit
A lot of messed up kids that turned bad man they coulda been kings
Anxiety has got me stressing, am I better than this?
I wanna tell my story, I ain't looking for sympathy
It's like these kids don't realize how fragile this shit can be
I was 18, just got put on to the scene
Out in Boston doing shows, I was trying to do me
Has a group of friends running around and they was older than me
A couple of them had some problems with some drugs
They was in the program, sorry to touch up on the subject, dawg
It ain't a slow jam, this real life, I had no plan
He was managing the club we would all perform at
I wanted to be famous and he said he had the format
Homie started managing me and pretty soon
We started traveling and doing shows, jamming to beats
We had this one show in New Jersey, Mac Miller was headlining
The school of rock in Hackensack, maybe it was bad timing
But homey he was sober, I was young and drinking
So he drove the car home, I guess I wasn't thinking
We're cruising down the highway, it was 2 in the morn
Back then it's no hotel, no getting paid to perform
My homie's in the driver seat, starts falling asleep
I'm screaming, "Wake the fuck up" this dude's crashing my jeep
He comes back to life, we stay cruising through the night
I ain't think nothing of it other than the dude was tired
I guess I should've realized the bigger picture
But pretty soon I'll find out but damn God I miss you

This ain't really, this ain't how shit goes
No one ever, no one ever knows
If you feel me don't let your friends go
Down that road man, man we all should know
This ain't really, this ain't how shit goes
No one ever, no one ever knows
If you feel me don't let your friends go
Down that road man, man we all should know

We all think this can't happen to us
But nowadays all it take is a injury to get on some drugs
He was the plug telling everybody about Cam Meekins
And then we found out that he was getting high before all his meetings
From Percocets to Oxys, pretty soon it's heroin
And then he found a savior and pretty soon she married him
And that was that, he skipped town on bad terms
Had some shit with club promoters, he ain't hold up his word
He ain't manage me no more but you know how it is
You wanna give these people help, you got your own life to live
Shit that's how I justified it and pretty soon
I had more money and more problems, shit I'm up to my eyelids
And I'm sorry for the rant but then I signed a deal
And thought that he was upset he ain't get no money from the event
We had a falling out, we all chucked it up
To homie figuring out his life out, we all shut him out
And this here is the lesson to learn, most of the time
People burning bridges on you, there's a reason they burn
Sometimes it's a cry for help but who am I
To be the bigger person 'cause I'm getting fucked up myself
Not drugs but the herb, but should I be concerned
Is it my responsibility when somebody is hurt
This shit's an epidemic, right? But still it took me
Six years just to get this fucking pennant right
I wish I had the answer, the government doesn't
I know you're listening right now but know somebody who doesn't
This dude nodded off while he had my life in his hands
We can't talk no more so this is how I write to you fam
When you don't do drugs yourself you think these people selfish
But when you think about it man, addiction is hell, shit
I'm 'bout to call my homie, try making it right
That's when I got the text that he had taken his life

This ain't really, this ain't how shit goes
No one ever, no one ever knows
If you feel me don't let your friends go
Down that road man, man we all should know
This ain't really, this ain't how shit goes
No one ever, no one ever knows
If you feel me don't let your friends go
Down that road man, man we all should know

Hunter Thompson lyrics - Cam Meekins (feat. Allday)

[Cam Meekins:]
I make my own money, homie, that's the plan
And everybody wanna be the motherfucking man
Pussy so dumb but she still in school
The last thing I'll do is listen to you
'Cause I'm Hunter Thompson
'Cause I'm Hunter Thompson

I wake up in the morning at 10:00am
I roll up in the whip to get coffee again
I roll me up a joint but got pending charges
She pissed my phone's dead, it's not sending, charge it
I never want to college, but baby, I'm a bachelor
Hit it from the back, flipped her over like a spatula
Don't like catching up, my bills still ain't paid though
Spent all my checks on my clothes, I don't save hoes
My mom smokes hydro, her son writes raps
Some people do the normal thing but I don't do that
See, I got my cool back, I be on some new shit
Got my girl some new gifts, you don't ever do that
I be faded like it's water
Caught her stunting so I bought her others
Me, I never fuck with covers
Niykee Heaton should've stuck to covers
I don't know, that was a random-ass bar
Last night I got drunk at a random-ass bar
My phone autocorrects "bar" to "bae" now
That's how you know she real
And she always gon' stay down
We in this bitch, no greyhound
I got some bad habits, finna quit 'em
These bad bitches guilty, I'll probably just acquit 'em
My jeans got rips but it's beautifully stitched
The team-team's getting rich tryna shoot for the tip
My sand top, what you know about the hustle it takes?
What you know about making more than five beats a day?
What I got to do to get these fools to realize?
I don't stare at her fake lips, I look into her real eyes
Your sample sound like fake clips
Shit, I don't even clear mine
Smoking out the bong, dog, you probably couldn't clear mine
I'm stressed out
As far as moves, I got a hundred, come and fuck with me
I'm crazy in my own mind but you'll never fucking see
As far as moves, I got a hundred, come and fuck with me
I'm crazy in my head but you'll never get to fucking see

I make my own money, homie, that's the plan
And everybody wanna be the motherfucking man
Pussy so dumb but she still in school
The last thing I'll do is listen to you
'Cause I'm Hunter Thompson
'Cause I'm Hunter Thompson

[Allday:]
I wake up every morning and fall asleep
Wake up at 2:00pm and record some heat
I find myself dodging when these other girls call me
I miss them girls' bodies but I miss you, dog, probably
But you know I'm off on a different course
And I want rides with different doors
I was just so insecure then, I really think you're better off
(I really think you're better off)
I know you show your friends my Snapchats
But I still snap back, 'cause I swear you're that bad
My life is a movie, shower them like Mad Max
Still ain't been to Paris but, boy, I go to Pena
This is the gonzo God flow, when I blow, I move to Colorado (Colarado)
Blow a million when my boys visit
My life crazy, and I make my own

[Cam Meekins:]
I make my own money, homie, that's the plan
And everybody wanna be the motherfucking man
Pussy so dumb but she still in school
The last thing I'll do is listen to you
'Cause I'm Hunter Thompson
'Cause I'm Hunter Thompson

I Got You lyrics - Cam Meekins

Man, I'm weird lookin'
But I could still get the ladies
Don't got a job
But I could still get Mercedes
A lot of people that love me
And a lot of people that hate me
But all these things I'm talkin' about are really the things that make me
I feel like I'm too skinny, so I workout
Worry about my skin so much that I broke out
Been rappin' hard for ten years and still ain't had a breakout hit
When I look back at my life, I feel like, "Damn, that's it?"
This TikTok shit stay fuckin' with my head
I guess since I don't got the Lamborghini then I'm better off dead
They'll prolly cancel me before I get this rap out
Used to say I got bitches
But I guess that's bad now
Tryna do better
All this pressure's got my mind racin'
I know that God's got a plan, I guess I'm fine waitin'
I'm done comparin' myself, I love the skin that I'm in
I do deserve all this love, I know that I'm gonna win
Man, all these differences we got is actually the blessing
We gotta listen more, tell me, what's your perspective?
So I ain't never feelin' down about what makes me unique
Feel like I'm findin' the light, feel like I finally can see
You know?

Damn that was some real shit
Listen up you gotta just give it to 'em real
You gotta say some shit (Okay)
You gotta (Okay)
Sing, you gotta rap (Alright I can do that)
You gotta do what you do, (I can do that)
Y'know what I'm sayin? (I can do that)
Do what you do (Ayo)

Things don't always make sense sometimes, but
Stick to the plan and I got you (You know it)
And it feels like we losin' time, but
God's got a plan and that's my truth (It is)
And I been down that road
I seen it all go cold
So you don't gotta tell me, 'cause it's all been told
I know we gonna get through this time, man
Stick to the plan and I got you (Yeah)

In My Paper lyrics - J.Lately & Cam Meekins

All I need is some green in my paper
All this stressing ain't even my nature
My day job doesn't trip that I'm smoking
Pray these odds will keep in my favor I

Might be on the go a little too much
All that moving slow doesn't do much
I don't like to argue with you much
Rather blow big smoke like kahunas
Why you wanna save your soul just to waste it
I was smoking mid I could taste it
Studio just a mic in the closet
Still that shit drip like faucet, oh yeah

Know some people who owe me still
Know some people who could call me bro but don't know me still
I be hella shy some people take it as phony still
I could tell my mind to chill but bet that it won't be still
Running like athletes
Bet my feet following at least
Yall got boredom I got that least
I got work in the morning shit's weak
Single still overperforming this week
I should be rolling up more in this sweet huh
Just light a candle in the room
Won't let the landlord kill my mood
I don't bounce your checks
So don't worry which ounce burns next
And that's exactly how I feel my dude
Rather start my day with a smile though
Your loss it doesn't mean that they hit the lotto
Their loss it doesn't do that much to benefit me
Not like when they give me free weed and send it swiftly
All that ra-ra in the booth and pen is iffy
I don't got enough self confidence to do that
I don't got enough fake friends to be where you at
I didn't think she'd do all of that in a BYU hat
True that
Look cause

All I need is some green in my paper
All this stressing ain't even my nature
My day job doesn't trip that I'm smoking
Pray these odds will keep in my favor I

Might be on the go a little too much
All that moving slow doesn't do much
I don't like to argue with you much
Rather blow big smoke like kahunas
Why you wanna save your soul just to waste it
I was smoking mid I could taste it
Studio just a mic in the closet
Still that shit drip like faucet, oh yeah

Counting up dollars
Born and raised in the Bean I ain't worried bout followers
Now I'm living in LA popping my collar
Cali kush I was blowing got me drinking the water
Avoiding these PFAS, smoking the reef I
Selling little nuggets trying to buy some pizza
Just a young kid getting high in the basement
Now I'm so close to success I can taste it
What's life if it's wasted
And what's a joint if I faced it
Been going hard for so long got caught up in these songs but
Really I was just jaded and I made it out
Gave myself a new light I ain't fading out
Rolling up a couple O's when I'm feeling down
All I need is the green in my paper
If you ain't rocking that lamp city then see you later

All I need is some green in my paper
All this stressing ain't even my nature
My day job doesn't trip that I'm smoking
Pray these odds will keep in my favor I

Might be on the go a little too much
All that moving slow doesn't do much
I don't like to argue with you much
Rather blow big smoke like kahunas
Why you wanna save your soul just to waste it
I was smoking mid I could taste it
Studio just a mic in the closet
Still that shit drip like faucet, oh yeah

Nightmares lyrics - Cam Meekins

They said I won't make it I never did wake up
It's all been a dream I ain't never take pay cuts
When I was sixteen snuck to your house
Climbed through the window fucked on the couch
Everybody else want it well baby I got it
And now that I got it I can say I don't want it
Cause ever since this it's like all I do
Is break up with bitches to write songs 'bout you
And I said I don't love it
I'm always running
It's like superbad baby gimme McLovin
Back when I was broke, Egg McMuffin
Now I spent four-hundred bucks on discussions to analyze dreams
What does that mean
I see you in my nightmares, see you in my sleep
Staring out the window looking at the street
Twenty-six stories and I might just leap

I see you in the night when I'm supposed to be sleeping
Next to my girl, next to my girl
I don't know what I'm thinking
I might be crazy but at least I'ma get this right
I see you in the night when I'm supposed to be sleeping
Next to my girl, next to my girl
I don't know what I'm thinking
I might be crazy but at least I'ma get this right

I don't give a fuck, I-I don't give a fuck
I don't give a fuck, I-I don't give a fuck
I don't give a fuck, I-I don't give a fuck
I don't give a fuck, I-I don't give a fuck

She said I can't take it we never did break up
I kinda walked out she was putting on make up
I hate thinking 'bout it, I hate writing songs
I hate she was right, I hate being wrong
I make good excuses I sit back and smoke
I say I feel fine even though I really don't
I'm putting on a mask but everybody made me
And when I try and leave she always say take me

I see you in the night when I'm supposed to be sleeping
Next to my girl, next to my girl
I don't know what I'm thinking
I might be crazy but at least I'ma get this right
I see you in the night when I'm supposed to be sleeping
Next to my girl, next to my girl
I don't know what I'm thinking
I might be crazy but at least I'ma get this right

Take me to the edge
Take me to the ledge and I might just race
Take me where it feels like fate
Take me where it's home cause I'm tryna feel safe
Take me at a small dose rate
People getting sick of me, people don't mean shit to me
Take me out the back cause I'm sick of people staring
Take me out the group chat sick of people shar-

Role Model lyrics - Cam Meekins

Voice is gone but it makes it sound crazier

I don't give a fuck about what's io wrong
I am trying to write a song, I am not a role model
Homie naw that's where you're wrong
Anybody with the power and the following
That's leading kids down a bad path get the
Hollow and I thy to bring the soul back to music
They ain't hearing it, maybe if I sold drugs
And died my fucking hair again
Maybe if these cold cut turkeys wasn't scared of him
They wouldn't wanna push me to the side like the syrians
Ignoring shit, boring shit, heave the mic torn to bits
Roll a spliff, take a hit and then it's back to biz
Every single day is a grind
We don't play with my time
Cause I'm blowing up the game
Cause its full of snakes
It's 2017, George Bush the man now
While the presidents in mar-a-lago with pants down
What up Melania, he trying to get inside of ya
I think his dicks too small, that's why he's on the [?]
I mean Napoleon, cam is on the roll again
I bring the whole fam to the show so they
Can flow with him, this whole worlds gross
Where is the custodian
Just grab him by the pussy
And end up at the podium
Too much sodium
My blood presure od'ing
I need like 25K for the per diem
And if you fuck around with me
Then that's a bad weekend
They say they love it, who is that?
That be that Cam Meekins

Everybody wanna love you until they lose control
Then they look a t me and say I'm on a roll
Cause I don't stop, don't stop, don't stop
Where I come I don't talk
On top, on top, on top, on top, homemade, aye
We gonna make it to the top, homemade
All day until I mother fucking drop homemade, aye
Ima make it to the top, homemade, ah

We living in a world where
That fake shit gets circulated, take shit percolated
Do what ever to be famous
Why every album that come out now dot mad writers?
And Instagram kids becoming autograph signers
I see you chilling on the charts when I pass by you
The industry is full of usc matt leinarts
Your all from the same block, same spot
You bet kids to sign on the dot
Then fuck them like they have vaginas
Now I don't see these dudes
And I don't need to use
Drug references to sion a million deal or make the news
I spill the secrets to the same
All the marketting schemes the same
I just hit them with that flame like its benihana hannas
And I don't get the recognition I deserve?
Cause I won't hire a publicist to help me spread the word?
Shit I just threw the whole industry the bird
And I'm still gonna get a deal cause don't listen to the words
They looking at the data
I don't see you fucking haters
Ya'll the type to call the waiter
And not leave him any paper
But fuck I'm just a skater
With the mind of a debater
Spitting facts on the record
It may take you fools a second but
You think a fucking death threat is gonna scare me?
Bitch I'm pretty sure I died when I was 15
I'm pure facts, all your raps cot the mix breed
Hit up Cam Meekins if you need a hot 16

Everybody wanna love you until they lose control
Then they look a t me and say I'm on a roll
Cause I don't stop, don't stop, don't stop
Where I come I don't talk
On top, on top, on top, on top, homemade, aye
We gonna make it to the top, homemade
All day until I mother fucking drop homemade, aye
Ima make it to the top, homemade, ah

Rolling Stone lyrics - Cam Meekins

I wanna go back but time ain't slowing down for me
I know that, my mind races, the gravity
Keeps pulling me down, you are always in town
Now I can't get around because you're slowing me down
I gotta break free, the birds gotta leave the nest
And so I went out west into the city of stress
And when my CD came out, you sent me a text
And I can still hear you screaming you don't like when I flex rap
I'm set back, it's one thing after another
So I'm skipping on the holidays, gotta get paid, hey
I'm flying to you but I'm leaving the same day
I can't stick around because the way that the race change
Don't worry 'bout it, there'll be plenty of fun times
I still remember when you scooped me at lunchtime
But nowadays I feel like it's the crunch time
Just tryna make a living outta spitting these punchlines
So see you when I see you, it'll all be good, yeah
'Cause when I make it out in Hollywood, uh
I'm coming back to make up for the past
But every time that I leave I wonder if it's the last, yeah

I know it seems like you can't get through
But I admire everything you do
And I just wanna thank you for the gifts you have
You know it's hard for me to say it but I miss you bad
And when I'm feeling like a rolling stone
I hear your voice telling me to come home
And I just wanna thank you for the gifts you have
You know it's hard for me to say it but I miss you bad

Sometimes I think I shouldn't be here in the first place
I know you never liked to call me on my birthday
You want the good vibes, you never like the sad one
I try to walk around proud to be my dad's son
I stomach too much, the weight been on my shoulder
I knew how much you carry when I saw you getting older
So I been living sober, tryna realize what I meant to do
And tryna figure out, why was I resenting you?
I only see you as a image in my head
When I'm laying in my bed or you saying what you said
On the voicemail you left then I'm planning a trip
While I'm planning praying for the day that I'm seeing you again
I know you probably saw my brother had a baby
We got the same initials, been thinking 'bout that lately
When one plane takes off another one lands
Know you had to break off, but I'ma still dance, hey

I know it seems like you can't get through
But I admire everything you do
And I just wanna thank you for the gifts you have
You know it's hard for me to say it but I miss you bad
And when I'm feeling like a rolling stone
I hear your voice telling me to come home
And I just wanna thank you for the gifts you have
You know it's hard for me to say it but I miss you bad

And when I look back I think about the positives
And all the negatives, I know you were an optimist
I'm tryna keep that same energy around
But I'd be lying if I said this didn't really get me down
But I'ma build it back up brick by brick
'Cause when you were down and out, that's exactly what you did
So we stand up playing cards, it's a long night
But I just wanna give you all my love for your long flight

I know it seems like you can't get through
But I admire everything you do
And I just wanna thank you for the gifts you have
You know it's hard for me to say it but I miss you bad
And when I'm feeling like a rolling stone
I hear your voice telling me to come home
And I just wanna thank you for the gifts you have
You know it's hard for me to say it but I miss you, dad

Saturday lyrics - Cam Meekins

Saturday, dirty water
Green paper, gettin paid
Know what I mean
10 bitches in my room, all day
Don't even got shit to say, what you mean?

She's bad and she knows it
And we rollin and we rollin
She's bad and she knows it
And we rollin and we rollin
(And we rollin, rollin, rollin, rollin, rollin, rollin, rollin
And we rollin, rollin, rollin, rollin, rollin, rollin, rollin)

Just tryna free up my time
Tryna be more lowkey
I'm tryna drink less, and smoke more
But it's all on me
Everyday I got 100 texts to read
I just need a couple secs to breathe
Thinking 'bout deleting my phone, and going on a spiritual retreat
Wake up everyday and make beats
Get stoned every night till I sleep
Everybody else tryna be cool
Fuck that I'm just tryna be me
Give a fuck about the music industry
Turning up like seven days a week
And I know its not viable to me
But shouts out Kyle on the beat
And I go like this, like that
Not once my [?] stay flat
And it's like before contact
Just tryna put myself on the map
[?]
So they know I always got they back
Woke up and she rolled me a joint
Peaceful and I'm tryna kick back, let's go

Saturday, dirty water
Green paper, gettin paid
Know what I mean
10 bitches in my room, all day
Don't even got shit to say, what you mean?

She's bad and she knows it
And we rollin and we rollin
She's bad and she knows it
And we rollin and we rollin
(And we rollin, rollin, rollin, rollin, rollin, rollin, rollin
And we rollin, rollin, rollin, rollin, rollin, rollin, rollin)

Yea, second verse little different than the first
Cause this shit real life right now
Hell yea I'm gonna make this shit happen
Because I can't let anybody down
Six years I've been on this road
Man I put my whole life into this
I'm gonna die for the art that I create
I'm gonna get to the life I want to live
You just gotta take steps when you can
Got me feeling like the Gingerbread man
Cause the game tryna pull me apart, but I'm gonna come back strong like a man
Give a fuck if a label feels me
Imma spoke till this shit kills me
Always gonna be the real me
No company can conceal me

I just smoke some kush, that was flown in from the coast, yea
I just poured my cup, yea the liquor get me going, yea
Got the baddest chick and we bout to run the world, yea
Shoutout to my fans homie all around the world, yea
Y'all already know what it is man
And if you know me, it's no coincidence
Put your hands up screamin what the fuck you think this is

Saturday, dirty water
Green paper, gettin paid
Know what I mean
10 bitches in my room, all day
Don't even got shit to say, what you mean?

She's bad and she knows it
And we rollin and we rollin
She's bad and she knows it
And we rollin and we rollin
(And we rollin, rollin, rollin, rollin, rollin, rollin, rollin
And we rollin, rollin, rollin, rollin, rollin, rollin, rollin)

Still Feel The Same lyrics - Cam Meekins

[Donald Trump:] I'm really rich

Yeah
It's all on my like you don't really want it
Girl let me tell you something
I need to know, I wanna know, why you be always fronting
Taking those pics, got you convinced that you was really stunnin'
This ain't reality no more I need to cut it off
Don't even feel the same, no more feelings, I shut 'em off
Ain't got no time for no relationship, that ain't my style no more
Seeing your eyes when they close that you don't love me no more

They say you'll never change your ways
I still feel the same, I still feel the same, I still feel the same
They say you overcomplicate
I still feel the same, I still feel the same, I still, I still feel the same
They wanna drive my love away
I still feel the same, I still feel the same, I still feel the same
But I still pull up on the way
I still feel the same, I still feel the same, I still feel the same

(Still feel the same for you
Know I probably shouldn't)

Think I downed a half a bottle when I saw you
I never gave you any credit but it's all you
How come I run away when things get tough girl I'm sorry
I guess I'll never know how far we could've gone
Yeah I'm faded all the time
Can't get you off my mind
Can't even go back east no more 'cause you just press the line
And you were extra fine
You had a special mind
You think I talk that shit but all I ever said was kind
But I hear they say

They say you'll never change your ways
I still feel the same, I still feel the same, I still feel the same
They say you overcomplicate
I still feel the same, I still feel the same, I still, I still feel the same
They wanna drive my love away
I still feel the same, I still feel the same, I still feel the same
But I still pull up on the way
I still feel the same, I still feel the same, I still feel the same

(Still feel the same for you
Know I probably shouldn't)

The Present lyrics - Cam Meekins

Yeah

I was too focused, I'm moving slowly, I forgot about that, hey
I was too focused, I'm moving forward, I forgot about that, yeah

Back in my grizzy feel like it's 2010, I'm building a buzz
Just like my third drink, feel like I'm building a buzz
Feel like a building filling up emotions spilling this stuff
My [?] it's slam city, I'm still living it up
This for the kids that's ditching classes, smoking weed next to the bathroom stall
Dreaming 'bout the life we tryna live, I wanna have it all
My teachers, they don't get me, so I dropped out
Negative energy, I don't hear it man, that's blocked out
Growing up balling, but you know I never boxed out, too lazy for that
Time ticking, better watch out

I was too focused, I'm moving forward, I forgot about the present
Sometimes you gotta meditate, this rapping shit is hectic
I'ma tryna cop a crib up in the mountain, never rent it
Just have it as my go-to if we get a new pandemic

Why these people always hating on their friends, what kinda love is that?
I want my fam to get it too just so the deck is stacked
See, when the hoes circle, balling, it's a perfect trap
The love forever even if we never texting back
'Cause busy people do shit all the time, that's a redundant fact
And spitting bars while smoking weed, that's a redundant rap
But what I love outta my life is really simple that
I get to see the little things and write it in a rap

I was too focused, I'm moving forward, I forgot about the present
Just tryna live it up, man, I'm just tryna be a legend
Ain't tryna work a job up in a nine-to-five stressing
Just tryna be with my fam, be independent
So focused on the goals that I forgot about the lessons
Just tryna live it up, man, I'm just tryna be a legend
Ain't tryna work a job up in a nine-to-five stressing
Just tryna be with my fam, you get the message

Window lyrics - Cam Meekins

Smoking on this kush
Smoking out the window
Living in my head
Feeling like everybody knows
That's fasho, Thats fasho

I been on my grind for the last seven years
Man I'm done being broke
Let me paint the picture clear
I just rolled a little joint
That shit helped me disappear
You don't really understand where I've been in my career
Seen a lot of people fade, a lot of people paid
Seen a lot of motherfuckers fall to drugs in this game
Them cars that was rented, The windows that was tinted
They tell you, you should stunt way before you even get it
They don't tell you get the checks and go put something away
They don't tell you bout them stocks and the dividends they pay
They just want to sell your life for 150k
They aren't explaining that supposed to last you a decade
I ain't fucking with this game
I'm fucking with my fam
Lamp City motherfucker we got bitches in the van
You hating on my raps cause I really been on tour
I really get these girls and I really hit the store
I really copped the watch independently for sure but
I'm not supposed to flex what the fuck this shit is for?
I made it by myself and I'm proud of the fact
I can really pay my bills off of making beats and raps

Smoking on this kush
Smoking out the window
Living in my head
Feel like everybody knows
That's fasho, Thats fasho
(Yeah)

Verse 2, Homie who the fuck are you?
Boston don't know you or your whole entire crew
You got videos online
We got parties at the stu
Let me know when viral videos convert to tickets too
Oh shit Cam snappin
I'm like Brady I'm the captain
Man I'm faded
Make it happen
Tryna see my shit go platinum
I just popped the drc
You don't know what that shit means
I don't need nobody else
I got Tim, he on my team
I'm just rolling up the green
I used to sell it by the P
Now I get the shit for free, Colorado legally
I been eating frequently
Like my joints I still be skinny
Got the city fucking with me
Bout to put it in her kidney but
My Mind is full of tricks
Like a track, got to master it
I'm trying to feed my family
I'm trying to be an asterisk so
Hate me all you want
Shoutout to my homie [?]
Man I'm telling you right now shit is bout to be insane
Dawg

Smoking on this kush
Smoking out the window
Living in my head
Feeling like everybody knows
That's fasho, Thats fasho
(Yeah)

Wished For This lyrics - Cam Meekins

Everything we wished for
I said it's everything we
Everything we wished for
I said it's everything we wished for
Everything we wished for (yeah)
I said that's everything we
Everything we wished for (yeah)

(Yo Kyle this shit's crazy)

Yo Kyle this is crazy right
Sometimes I look back at my life I'm like this can't be right
Too many late nights
So much work put in I'm trying to write my story why you think I've got this pen
I've got this dream since I was 16
I made it happen and you see it ain't like it seems I put that work in
Sometimes I wanted to give up I had depression killing me I thought that I was stuck
I look back like
Should I have gone to college?
Should I have gotten that job?
Should I have gotten that knowledge?
What if this all was a dream?
What if this all is a game?
What if I told you my name and blew the fuck up cause I'm killing the game
Fuck all you change fuck all you lames I'm into this shit cause I'm making a change
We have the power to do something 'bout it
That's why I make music to speak all this shit
Everything on CNN made me sick
Kelly and karma can suck on my dick
I be done giving a fuck 'bout this shit when the government say we can smoke on a spliff
Yeah that shit real they say Cam how you feel?
I'll be good when the system don't set us up to fail
And when I put out my album and they say that shit won't sell
And when they finally put Donald Trump in jail

Cause that's everything we wished for
I said it's everything we
Everything we wished for
I said it's everything we wished for
Everything we wished for (yeah)
I said that's everything we
Everything we wished for

"Lamp City" (2013)




Chop The Sample Up lyrics - Cam Meekins

[Verse 1]
This ain't a verse, this some shit that I wrote
It ain't rehearsed, I'm just gonna go with the flow
Because this is real, this ain't a single for the damn club
This for the club promoters and the die hards with their hands up
For the people that told me four years ago that I wasn't gonna be shit when I played the a couple songs I wrote
Anyway that you wanna, I'm a fucking living legend but my public persona
This same shit you're gonna see me if you approach me on the street
I'm instrumental to the game, and I make the beats
I just next leveled you on the timing and the rhyming
When you look up in my eyes you only see what I'm not hiding
Damn, so real they don't want it on the album, they just afraid of the outcome
Ayo, rain brought me out son, 900 thousand, but I'm still here sleeping on the damn couch son
Respect a fucking legend when he's speaking, momma gave birth to the game and his fuckin name was Meekins
Girls that might be underaged trying to send me pictures of their tits
Record labels that want me to sell out so I can make them rich
So I don't understand how it makes me a bitch, if I don't spend 24/7 on Twitter and shit

[Hook]
Chop the sample up my brotha, I don't give a fuck my brotha
It ain't where you from my brotha, its where you pay rent my brotha
Hit it once but I don't love her, cause I don't know that word my brotha
I ain't to concerned my brotha, I just live my world my brotha

[Verse 2]
Everydays the same in my life, I'm just grinding to live my dream in the spot light
I don't give a shit about, I rock mics, and I live to hold you down when I write
Mad people didn't believe that I was good at this shit, but the wheel stay spinnin' like good rich bitch
Cause Common told me that slow motion was better than no motion, I gotta stay focused on the hooks and shit
But fuck that I'm a king that deserves a crown, whole city gotta hold me down when I'm around
They know I'mma put them on and thats love, if you ain't about that shit then we fuck you up
They say, "Cam won't do it, he ain't got what it takes" truth is I was waiting for those dudes to fade away
Gotta long term plan and I'm here to stay, something like MJ to the NBA
Got flows turning midi to keys to MPs, got heart but your MP3's is empty
Your girl come around and ooh she tempt me, hopped out from the train and peel the ? UH

[Hook]

No (On Top) lyrics - Cam Meekins

I used to think that I was destined to be on top but now I know it's true
While everybody else flopped I was waiting to drop and talk shit bout you
I used to have a lot of stress thinking bout my life and where it was heading to
But now I'm saying "fuck that I'mma be alright" guess what you will too

I used to be one of the kids that would over think, I never had no shows
I just to act like it was cool when really I was bugging about it on the low
I used to do a lot of singing making some beats and yeah I still do both
I used to give a fuck about you and then I deleted your number on my phone
Not even on some Hollywood shit I'm fucked up and I play this girls
I do this shit to boost my ego don't really talk about it on the low
And if I'm really being honest I'd just lie said I was on the road
But I ain't never been on tour man this is just something that you should know

I used to think that I was destined to be on top but now I know it's true
While everybody else flopped I was waiting to drop and talk shit bout you
I used to have a lot of stress thinking bout my life and where it was heading to
But now I'm saying "fuck that I'mma be alright" guess what you will too

I love the way that life has a particular way of working out
I'm sitting thinking bout all the decisions I made back when I was just a dumb fool
And now I know more so I can act upon my actions more appropriate so you won't walk out the door
I hear the words you say to me like slow piano loops
Sits inside my head throughout the day until I think oh shoot
I wasted another day doing nothing, no motivation
Wrapped inside depressions that you put me in after we stopped having sex and
To add on top of that I got stressed out with music shit
Starting writing songs that I didn't even like to spit
But fuck that shit, I guess one day I'll finally find my sound
And leave my mark upon this lonely blood sucking underground
I worked so hard for this and thought it was all useless
So I had to ask myself why it is I really do this
I have dreams of buying a house finding a wife and a family
I wanna be around for my kids so they can see their dad and be like
"yeah that shit's awesome", so how do I accomplish that
It's not with major labels fucking me until I got no ass
So I'll just keep it real, try to relax a bit
Until all my stars align and I ain't worried bout shit

I used to think that I was destined to be on top but now I know it's true
While everybody else flopped I was waiting to drop and talk shit bout you
I used to have a lot of stress thinking bout my life and where it was heading to
But now I'm saying "fuck that I'mma be alright" guess what you will too

I used to think that I was destined to be on top but now I know it's true
While everybody else flopped I was waiting to drop and talk shit bout you
I used to have a lot of stress thinking bout my life and where it was heading to
But now I'm saying "fuck that I'mma be alright" guess what you will too

Lamp City Family lyrics - Cam Meekins

Oh where you goin' hey!

[Hook 2x]
Ride slow, ice cold
I'm just tryna live my dream
They gon' hate, let 'em hate
I just do it for the team
Lamp City Fam-Lamp Lamp City Family
Lamp City Fam-Lamp Lamp City Family

[Verse 1]
This is my public fuckin' proclamation
If you don't hear me by now then I'm tired of waitin'
I'm here to proclaim the leader of the new game
They lookin' at me so plain cause I don't got like no chains
I make my own destiny
Bitches that slept with me wanna step to me now but shit they can't get a text from me
Cause they fake and I'm real, I don't skate but shit still
I slide up on you like a half-pipe you pay for the bill
I'm in my city straight relaxin', basketball with the captain
Talkin' about some money. Why the fuck is you rappin'?
Me, I just spit the classics, trying to make it happen
Showin' love for these youngin's that's trying to make it rappin'
I had a shitty story, I'm writin' another plot
Tryna lead a bunch of people to the motherfuckin' top
Just know they wanna take every fuckin' thing that you got
But it's mister CMP I was given another shot
Uhh

[Hook 2x]

[Verse 2]
You never know where you're goin' so homie just take a moment
And look back at everything that you got and be thankful for it
I'm lovin' this life, there ain't no trouble tonight
I'm hot as fuck on the mic, like a Republican's wife
I got that heart, heart, heart
But these rappers they wanna take it from me
Only they bitches and constant songs about makin' money
I came to bring it way back I'm talkin back in the days
Or else I'll go back workin' jobs for that minimum wage
Uneducated, unregulated and celebratin'
Lookin' at life and it's gettin' better and elevatin'
Still with that struggle you movin' forward it's day to day
What all these rappers say? Fuck what these rappers say
We singin' that bringin' that throw your name out throw
This shit is so pungent it leave a stain type flow
You leave after rappin' I'm with my fans at the shows
Gettin' pizza with your ho, that's just how the story go
I don't know where you're goin' just take a minute
Life's short don't waste a minute
Get yours and stay focused, sleep tight with one eye open
These people wanna take every fuckin' thing that you got
But it's mister CMP I was given another shot
Uhh

[Hook 2x]

[Outro]
We not afraid of movin' slowly
We only afraid of standing still

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